Hello my beloved Didi,
How are you? Another year has passed. It should have been your 22nd birthday. How I wish I could be there to celebrate this special day with you. Do you know how badly I miss you? Do you know?

Still thinking that you are still here with me although it has been 2.5 years. Sometimes, remembering you can be quite a pain, but that is the only way I can still connect with you. In my heart, you are always a brave warrior whom I am always proud of as my brother. I really miss your laughter, your teasings and your lame jokes. I really miss those times we had shared music/ movies/ soccer teams' reviews with each other.. I miss spending time with you watching tv, suppers, during festive seasons, chit chatting, basically everything :(

Many things have changed this past year as I get settled down with my new career. Enter my dreams soon and I will tell you more ya?

Sheng Ri Kuai Le, Di Di. Hao xiang hao xiang ni~

Yeah, so another year has passed and before i know it, it is your 21st birthday today. We would have celebrated this day with you, and I am sure many of your relatives, family & friends will be there for you, and feel happy for you. If only you are still with us... my dearest bro :'(

So many "What-Ifs" are still circling through my mind since your departure, although it has been nearly 2 years . Life is so much different now without you, sadly to say, i would still have to hide those "What-Ifs" in me, and try to avoid thinking of you too much.

I guess you're really one of those loved ones who came into my life and taught me a lesson, and then left me. Just wanna say, nothing can ever replace you in my heart, and you know that I miss you dearly. Wherever you are, you will always be a part of me, regardless of whether your physical presence.

You're indispensable, and yup, i still chose to believe you are spiritually still with us. Hence, here i am, wishing you a Happi, Sweet, Fantabulous 21st Birthday =D
Love ya.

"Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time you've talked. It's about that very moment when you're doing something and wishing they were right there for you."

So today is 17^th of April 2010. Never gonna miss this out, and Imma so gonna shout-out to the whole wide world:

HAPPY 20^th BIRTHDAY TO YOU BRO! I HEART YOU!!! <3

I have been contemplating for a while with regards to what would possibly be the Best birthday present I can give you, especially when things have changed so drastically within a matter of a few months. For the first time, I have got to learn how to live without you in my life. While I couldn't possibly give you anything tangible, I hope I can rely on words to reach you virtually via your precious blog site. Hopefully, you will receive every single piece of well wishes from everyone who misses and loves you here.

On this day, I would wish to take the opportunity to thank you for being such an important figure in my life- my only brother. We have gone through so many things together, thick and thin. You're the only person who had spent the longest amount of time with me as we sailed through our childhood and adolescent years. 19 years of companionship is neither short nor trivial, but it is sufficient for me to remember and miss you for the rest of my lifetime.

Thank you for staying strong and optismistic throughout the tough times, after you had found out about your health. Putting up with all this crap is definitely not easy, and it definitely hurts me badly to see you in so much unwanted stress, misery and pain. People may not know how much you had been through but sis knows best.You couldn't even lift your right arm as your right shoulder was aching during the times you were sick. Yet, you had made so much effort to improve your health and I am truly appreciative that at least you had tried your best. The illness might have imposed a toll on your life and destroy your freedom, but it did not crash your undying spirit. You had fought a good battle, one with much bravery and dignity. You're indeed a true warrior.I am so goddamn proud of you. :)

Since it's your special day today, I just wanna let you know that all of us miss you over here. You will be kept alive in my heart and I promise you that I won't let the memories of you fade away within me. I will reminisce all the good times and the bad, even as the years go by. Your days in this world are never wasted as you have many awesome friends and relatives who genuinely care about you. [If you are reading this, you know who you are. On the behalf of my brother, I would like to thank each and everyone of you who has lent a helping hand to him when he needed it the most. (:]

I will never forget you as a happy and cheerful person who loves to laugh, smile and joke around. I so gonna miss your humor and laughter the most. Be well up there, Bro, someday I know we will meet again. Till then, our relationship continues and we will always be brother and sister. You're irreplaceable. I love you. (:

With Love♥,
Sis

Labels: happy birthday 2010

- Cheng Kim Wee
- 18 years old
- 17th April 1990

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