A special thanks for all my relatives and friends who had came to visit me. I really means a lot to me espically the cards and letters that you guys made for me. It's really encouraging and really touching. Even though you guys can't be by my side all the time, you guys had shown me your support which I really needed.

As days goes by, my health is getting worst every time. I can feel it myself. I will still try to stay strong and be as brave as possible. Things is getting hard for me even doing simple things like sleeping, peeing, walking... This might be my last post. I won't be posting anything for quite some time.

For your info, I just know the truth.

A mini steamboat with James and co at my place. Good thing it is at my place. At least I can rest whenever I feel tired. Didn't really eat much though. But still, thanks for coming guys. It really means a lot to me. =)

These few days was the same. Not feeling so good. I'm now on oxygen to help me breath normally. But there are still some difficulties for me. Like going to the toilet, I need to be push by the wheel chair. Worst of all, I can't sleep well at night.

I only did 2 injections but still no sign of improvement. Really hope I can get well soon. Living like this is as good as dying. But don't worry, I won't give up myself so easily. I need to stay strong for my mum. She has been taking very good care of me recently. And thanks to me sis family and friends too. And of course, my baby.

Don't worry too much okay baby? Just concentrate on your studies. I will be fine. =)

Catch this movie with my cliques at Amk Hub. As expected, Jack Neo film is no longer impressive. None of the ghost story is scary at all and it doesn't make sense. Way below standard actually. Their last 5 mins bloopers was the best part. 1 star for the movie.

Going out like this can really kill me. I pant on every step I take. Lucky that's a car when sent me there and back. Car ride home was the most enjoyable. Very long didn't have the feeling of the wind blowing onto my face.

I wonder how am I going to force myself up for my next hospital appointment.

Haiz... These few days not feeling so well. Had a hard time doing everything. Even simple things like getting out of bed can makes me feel so terrible. Won't want to step a foot outside my house but still have to force myself to the hospital for scans and check up.

Walking around my small little house can also be quite tiring for me. I had problem breathing normally and this also effect me when I want to sleep. I just kept on coughing when I laid down and sometimes even vomit after cough.

Reason for these was because I had stop taking my meds for a while. Doctor said the old medication don't really work anymore. They can only control the old cells but new cells are coming out too so had no choice but to change.

Hahaha... A wonderful date with baby at Marina Square. We even have fireworks to light up our anniversary. =) Wonderful. Everything is just wonderful. =)

You might think that you are stupid, you might think that you are ugly. But for me, you are always my prettiest baby!! Happy Anniversary baby!! With loves...

Hahaha... What a cute game. I've complete all the levels and collected all the medals. I'm rank no.1 in this game on Facebook cause nobody is playing it. zZz... Since there are no more levels and medals to collect, it's time for me to close shop. Any more fun games please intro. I'm bored to death.

Will be going to the hospital tomorrow to see my doctor for my last week scan result. Last week scanning was painful!! Not the scanning that was painful but the injection!! 2 nurses jab me 4 times til they finally get the plug in. The first 3 times was unsuccessful cause they can't find my vain. They had to pull it out and jab me again. Ouch.. Hope I won't get jab so many times again...

- Cheng Kim Wee
- 18 years old
- 17th April 1990

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