Zinger vs Mac Spicy.. |
Monday, May 04, 2009
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Something that I always wonder. Zinger vs Mac Spicy. Which one people like most? While for me, Zinger is not bad, but I like Mac Spicy more. =)
The past few weeks, I am having difficulties to sleep. No no, I'm not having Insomnia. What I'm having is a back full of pain. My tumor has grown and it is hitting the nerves. I've got problems sitting and lying down. Just like an old man.
While the pain is hard to explain. It's coming from the inside, my the kidney area. My legs will go numb when I'm not lying in the correct position. The pain just keep keeping me out from my sleep. I have to wait for myself and my nerves to get really really tired then I can fall asleep. And my sleep don't last long. When I am starting to feel my nerves again, I woke up in pain and it just keep happening again and again.
The Qigong master just gave the last and finale shot of me. If the meds that he gave doesn't work, he can't save me anymore. I will have to take the Chemo meds again so please, this is my finale shot. Let me see some hope in it.
~Cheng Kim Wee, 12:10 AM |