Drugs and Herbs.. |
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
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There's a reason why Eastern medication is called 'Herbs' and Western medication are called 'Drugs'. While we all know both kind of medication will cure us when we are sick but we don't know how they really work. (Drugs and Herbs don't work together by the way so don't take them both together at the same time.)
I've taken Drugs and Herbs before but I'm not a expert in theme so I can't really explain to you how they work. But all I do know is that Drugs are easy to eat and it work quickly and perfectly but it will cause side effects and will even damage our organ. Where as for Herbs, they don't really taste so good and they take a long time to cure but they got no side effects and it is good for our health.
I've made a huge decision yesterday and that is to take back those 'Drugs' instead of 'Herbs'. It is a hard decision for me to make. I had a choice and I've choose 'Drugs' which I know will harm me somehow. But the reason I choose Drugs is Not For Myself. I choose it for Everyone. My family, my friends and my baby...
I've been suffering and having much pain while I was taking Herbs. I know it takes time to heal and I can endure the pain. If I were to choose for myself, I would have chosen Herbs but I will miss out lots of fun with my family, friends, baby...
A few days back, I went out celebrating my friends birthday and I don't enjoy myself to the max like I would have last time. I was so tired and my pain keep haunting me. All up in my mind was to go home and have a good rest. I wasn't like that before.
I didn't even want to spent time going out with my precious. Most of the time we just stayed at home and she didn't even complain. I've negate her big time and being such a nice and understanding girlfriend, she don't deserve this kind of treatment.
Everybody is gonna die sooner or later. The question is, when? I know I'm not going to live long carrying this kind of illness. Everybody got to accept his fate when their time comes. It doesn't matter whether I die early, all that matters is that how I enjoy myself in this world before I die.
I've had enough. I don't want to suffer anymore. I want to enjoy and live my life to the fullest having fun with my friends and family. I want to be Happy and I want everyone with me to be Happy!!
~Cheng Kim Wee, 1:20 AM |