Over.. |
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
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So my joyful time is over. Never expect that to end so fast. Pain, aches and stress are mounting over my head. I really needs to calm down.
Who really understand this shit I'm blogging about now? Family problems are getting way way beyond anyone control. How many families are feeling the kick of the recession now huh? While why is that I am always the most unfortunate person on earth to get every single shit stuffs like these?
Yup, that's right. Nothing to be ashamed of. My dad lost his job after working 30 years for the company. It has been 2 months already. Why?? Why now?? Why is it gonna be now?? Why do the company move to Malaysia at the period where my family needed money the most?
My family don't even have the money to pay the bills. What a joke. I am already in such stress and my parents are not even doing any help. You want to take money from dad, just ask him for it on your own. Why do you always have to say it like it was my fault at the end of the conversation? Being a parents, managing the bills are your responsibility, not mine. I got my own problems to worried about.
And you, why do you always have to wait until mum ask for it? Why can't you just gave her the money instead of waiting for her to ask? And please stop giving the excuse that you got no money. Are you even being a man? You know that you don't have them then can you go make some? Stop being a lazy bum sleeping at home the whole day. You even got to take money from your son for your meals. Why?
Alright, so do anyone understand it now? I will be very thrift or even, stingy. Don't blame me if I turn down your dates. I probably got no money. I have to save up every penny for meals and even my own medical treatment.
i need some rest.
I put a smile on my face so that I can hide all my sorrows...
~Cheng Kim Wee, 7:41 PM |