Water Bottle... |
Sunday, June 29, 2008
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26, Happy Birthday Kenneth.27, Happy Birthday Peggy.28, Happy Birthday Jia Hao.29, Today, Happy Birthday Yen Hsin... xDWent out with my cousin for lunch yesterday. My cousin treating me to eat Swensen's. =) Haha... So good of her. Thanks lots. Ate Swensen's at Compass Point. Saw Janna working there. Long time no see Janna. Miss you so much. Haha... And not forgetting Kenneth cause he is working at Swensen's. Thanks for that 10% discount. Lol... Had a great time with my cousin at Swensen's. =)After that go home, change and went out again with Bing Chao, Wei Wen, Wei Xiong and Kang Jie. We went to Orchard. Was planning to watch movie but we didn't in the end. Its Saturday and most of the ticket is sold out. So went shopping around instead. Saw Jasmine while shopping. Another long time no see friend. Haha...Shop around everywhere but didn't buy anything. Haha... Shop for quite a long hour actually. Walk until my legs are tired. In the end, only brought 1 water bottle. zZz... And home sweet home. Lol...I think I am losing confident and self esteem. Didn't wanted to go to crowded places today actually. But I still went in the end and I have fun. Who won't mind how the way they looks. I am sure you guys will be very sad if you are disfigured. =(Posted that photo cause I dream about it some times back. It sure bring back lots of memories...
CT... |
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
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I will be going back to Singapore General Hospital(SGH) for my CT scan tomorrow. No food and drink after 10am. Its going to be a long day waiting at the hospital and I don't think I am going to sleep tonight cause there will be soccer match.Today's match is between Germany and Turkey. My predictions will be 2-1 Germany wins. And for the other match, Russia vs Spain, 0-1 Spain wins. Haha... My prediction is like all screw up. I got my prediction wrong most of the time. But it's just a prediction. Haha...My exams result is out by the way. As expected, my GPA drop. My GPA drop from 3.7 to 3.4. Need to work ever harder for next term now. But how can I work hard with my health right now. Damn it...I actually hope for the result for my CT scan will be bad tomorrow. I'm not crazy. But really, I hope it will be bad so that I can undergo some treatment or what. If I didn't went for treatment, means there won't be any improvement. I got this ugly cancer tumor at the right side of my face and it makes me looks like a freak. I am so upset when I look at the pictures. And people keep on asking me why there is something popping out my faceIt makes me looks so ugly and makes me look like I was disfigured. I wanted to remove it as soon as possible. Hope it won't keep getting larger and larger. Its already pretty obvious. I want my face back. Fuck off mother fucker cancer tumor. You makes my life miserable. _l_
Duh... |
Monday, June 23, 2008
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This is our group photo that we took that day. What a happy day with friends that was. Alex still looks gay in pictures. Haha... xD I want more gathering please. Hehe... I look so pale in the picture. I have been always at home doing nothing. I shall do some exercise later in the morning after the soccer match.Talking about soccer, my prediction seems to be all wrong. Lol... Hope no one really bet on those matches. Euro 2008 was rather hard to predict. The ball is round you know. Anything can happen. Lucky I stop myself from betting, if not I think I am gonna lose lots of money. =XMelissa ask me this question back at the chalet, "Do you think you treasure the people around you more after the incidence?" While um... Sad to say, No actually. =X I still treats everybody the same just like before. Although people around me treats me even better, but I still prefer the way back then. I don't need any special treatment or special attention, I just wanted to be treated as normal.While that answer the question. Anymore question for me feel free to ask.And here is another question, "Do you think you changed?" Hmmm... I think so. I am not as happy as before. I don't joke around that much now a days. For that chalet, I didn't really talk that much. I spent too much time on myself. And usually, I will stay and ton for the with my friends but I choose to go home instead. Maybe because there is not much fun left at the chalet? Or maybe I really change...
Alex!!! |
Sunday, June 22, 2008
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Ken Chalet |
Saturday, June 21, 2008
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Hey hey... Kenneth's Birthday chalet was great!! Got to catch up with all my secondary schools friends once again. I miss the last gathering but not this one. Haha... And many people turn up for this celebration. Wonderful... The more the merrier, and more the joy and happier... xDI didn't eat much there cause I can't eat BBQ stuffs. Those stuffs are really unhealthy. I can't take any of that at my stats right now. I can only smell it. =X I am not really that tempted by the food, those chicken wings they BBQ are very burnt. Lol...While I like Kenneth's cake cause it is Ice Cream Cake!!! Yummy... =) And the cake is a huge one. It must have cost a bomb... O.O Kenneth must be really happy that day. Haha... Happy Advance Birthday Kenneth. May all your wish comes true. =)Wanted to go home after the celebration. Went to the bus stop and waited for like 1h and there are no more bus already. So went back to the Chalet and ton the night. Went to watch mid night movie at the new entertainment center, E!Hub. Watch the movie, Get Smart. I am very smart already. Haha... xD It's a very funny movie. Keep on laughing my ass off. Lmao... Not bad not bad... If you are bored now a days, this is just the movie you can't miss. xD 2.5 stars.Back at the Chalet after movie, all the people at the Chalet look so tired and drunken. Nothing much to do back at the Chalet. Lucky I went for movie to kill time. xD Listen to music trough out the night. I didn't sleep at all and the best part of this is, I got to disturb all the sleeping log and look at their funny faces when they woke up. Lol... And soon everyone had woke up, they leave 1 by 1 and that is the end of the end. =)
Euro!! |
Friday, June 20, 2008
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Lol... Currently chatting with 2 Wei Wen right now. 1 Kwan Wei Wen another Ho Wei Wen. Haha... Both talking about soccer. Euro 2008, Portugal vs Germany. Hehe... What a exciting match. Thats why I stay up so late to watch. I don't want to miss it although I am tired. xDWant some tips about soccer from me? Haha... Here are the tips...(from me)Portugal vs Germany, 2-2 draw. Portugal wins on Penalty.Croatia vs Turkey, 1-0 Croatia wins.Netherlands vs Russia, 2-0 Netherlands wins.Spain vs Italy, 2-0, Spain wins.Hmmm... Lets see weather I am right. Haha... xDToday went out with Esther. Bring her to Chinatown cause she wanted to know where is the organic shop. In the end, she brought 1 very expensive packet of biscuit. Haha... Esther, next time please don't anyhow take people's flyers. You won't know what you will get. Haha...
CbCb |
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
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Vomit for another 3 times before I went to sleep yesterday... A total of 7 times already. I can't take it anymore. _l_
Puke for another 2 times. A total of 4 times already. I don't know weather I can take it anymore. Please end my misery... =(
Your words hurts. Life will be easier without you.
Fuck Off Bitch!!!
No one truly understands...
Bad day... |
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
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What a really bad day for me today. Vomited twice in the morning and in the afternoon after taking the medicine. Feel horrible through out the whole day. Got no strength to get out of my bed and totally no appetite to eat for the whole day. Just really feel horrible... Feel like giving up at some point. Hope the sun will shine brighter for me tomorrow. =(I still haven defer my NS medical report yet and I just found out that the dead line is on the 20th. Omg... 2 more days. If I don't get to defer quick, I got to be fine 10,000. Dam it...Today Nvss was on TV channel 8. They are competing the Hula Hoop thingy. Lost in the end. Nothing much to see. So embarssing. Yesterday, went out jogging early in the morning after watching soccer. Haha... What a huge step for me to take. I have pains all over my body and I still went for some exercise in order to stay healthy. I can't just lie in bed all the time.It has been like 5 months already since I last exercise. My muscle is weak and I got no stamina. I only manage to jog like 500m and I got to stop already. Need to improve. Will go for jogging some other day. After jogging, I take the stairs from the ground floor back home. 14th floor. Hehe... Not bad huh... xDQuestion of the day: Health or Freedom?Hmmm... For me, I think I am going to choose Freedom!!! I am still young, I got lots of things that I wish to do. I don't want to be kept at home everyday. I wanna be as free as a bird doing whatever I wanted to. Not drinking those awful medicine every now and then. And there are so many delicious stuffs in the world for me to eat. Although some of them are unhealthy but I will rather die early then keeping myself away from it. =XOk... I shall end my post here. I got another bowl of medicine to finish. Hope I don't puke anymore. It is giving me a horrible nightmare. _l_
Happy Father's Day!!! |
Sunday, June 15, 2008
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Happy Father's Day!!!
My Champion Dad!!!
Hi guys, I am back from Thailand!! 1st of all, its only a 2 day 1 night trip and I am not on a holiday. The main purpose that I flew to Thailand is to see doctor, not holiday!! Don't mistaken it. zZz... But I still enjoy the trip there. =) I enjoy so much that I even learn their language there. Let me blog this post in Thai. Haha kup...Friday...Never sleep the day before. I was watching Euro 2008 and I just can't fell asleep kup. Its not because I was too excited, I am a night person kup. Dont forget. xD So went to the Air port early in the morning and meet up with some uncles and auntie who is going there with us too, a total of 6 person. Had a quick breakfast and check in to board the plane kup.The last time that I board a plane was 10 years ago kup. So I was kind of excited about boarding on the plane. Haha kup... So 'Sua Gu' kup... =X We took the Singapore Airlines to Penang instead of Thailand. And from Penang, we book a bus and check in to Hup Seng, Thailand.After a long journey there, we finally reach the doctor's place. The whole journey took about 4hs and its not over yet kup. There were so many people looking for the doctor too. We had to wait like for another 4hs to complete my check up kup.He is a famous old Thailand Chinese doctor kup. Thats why so many people from so many countries came looking for him. He is really patient and he listen to my pulse carefully. Hope he can really cure me kup. I have to eat those bitter, awful chinese medicine again. Hope I don't puke this time. Really have to force myself to drink those stuffs kup. =XWhile over at the place, we met some Singaporeans too. They took bus from all the way from Singapore to Thailand and the journey is like 12hs. Omg kup... This world is actually very small. We came across with those Singaporeans in Singapore before!! 1 of the auntie who is with us seen some of them at some coffee shop and 1 of the Singaporean is a retired bus 88 driver and he told me that I look farmiliar. Haha kup... What a small small world kup. xDAfter we all have seen the doctor, we went to our Hotel!! Yeah!! Finally can have a good rest after so many many hours of waiting and traveling. Haha kup... The 1st thing I did was jump onto the bed. 2nd thing was having a good bath in the Bath Tub!!! I never bath in a bath tub for a very long time too kup. Haha kup...Next was dinner. Ate some delicious seafood (for the last time). We have the Tiger Prawns, Sotong, Dong Fen, Tom Yam and much much more. I have fun eating and it is my last time eating those delicious food. =( I got to control my diet once I starts to eat those meds kup. =(Shop with mum at the night market and brought a few things only kup. Nothing much to but at the place kup. Like I said, I wasn't on holiday. Maybe there are more things to buy in Bangkok rather then Hup Seng. Hup Seng is just a small city.Sleep for a while and wakes up to watch Euro 2008. Haha... Good that they have soccer to watch there kup. xD Had a nice good sleep after watching soccer kup. =)Wakes ups early in the morning and packs our stuffs. Went for breakfast and travel to the mountains to do some praying before we leave Thailand kup. Got to travel all the way back to Penang and from Penang we fly back home Kup. =)