After 6 days lying in the hospital, yesterday is the worst. I never had so much pain in my life before. It is horrible and surely I felt terrible. They do it when I am awake!! I can still remember clearly whats going on.
Yesterday, doctor had an appointment for me to take out some of my tissues in my right arm. They want those tissues to examine my cancer cells in my body. They took me into a room, applied something on my hand and gave me an inject to make my arm numb. It wasn't totally that numb actually, I can still feel my arm when I touch it. After that, the doctor took a very sharp knife out. He cuts through my skin but I never feel a thing. That wasn't the worst part yet. I was watching it as he cuts my skin.
Ok... Here is the worst part. If you are to afraid, don't read. xD Haha... After he cuts a hole on my arm, he took out a needle which is about the size of the ink of a pen. That is huge, and scary of course. He slowly pushes the needle into me. He pushes really hard and that is really painful. Even my bone can feel the pain as he pushes the needle in. He then pushes another thing to grab hold onto my flesh and pull it out. As I thought it was over, he repeat it again and again to gets enough tissues out of my body. I starts to feel giddy half way through. Feel like asking him to stop and I almost gave up. I keeps on taking deep breaths and endure all the pain inside my arm.
Soon, everything is over. I was so relieve. Never felt that kind of pain before. I do had a hard time in hospital but I will endure through it. Injections are staring to feel nothing to me. I will be strong, I won't give up. I will fight this cancer until every cancer cells in my body dies. Luckily, operations are done when patient are asleep. xD