Vex... |
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
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Today is my 1st day of school. What did I do in school today? Nothing. -_-" As expected, did nothing in school today and is kind of boring. But I'm glad that we got to meet up with our friends again. =) Long time no see guys. Haha...
We was let of early today and there is no school tomorrow!!! Yeah... But I was having a bad mood today despite hearing this good news. Maybe I woke up too early in the morning and I feel kind of tired. So don't really have the mood to do anything.
Reach home, worst. I threw my temper at my mum and I took my bicycle out for a ride. Had a lonely ride today. I was thinking to myself why can't we had a proper family? My mum and dad was always doing their own business, and not taking good care of the family.
I really envy those family which always have gathering every once in a while. Envy those who have a proper home cook meal to eat. Envy those who share their secrets, fun, laughter and joy with their family.
But now, I don't think that I can have a family back like the past where we use to be happy together as 1. I think it's time for me to grow up and be independent. I will be strong, I will succeed in the future. I will earn money and have a family in the future. I don't wants my family to be like now. Hope things will change to be better... Haiz... =(
How I wish I could be bang down by a car when I was riding. Maybe by then my family will come together and visits me. But the car didn't bang. I cycle to a place to take some nice photos. Shall post it next time. Feel much better after taking the photos.
Cycle to Hougang to have my haircut today. It was somewhere around Serangoon Junior Collage. I had a nice haircut and I am very happy with it. So people, remember this place. Should go there and cut. And I did feel much better after the cut. I am no longer the monk or botak already. >.<
~Cheng Kim Wee, 12:33 AM |