Coughting my blood out... |
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
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Oh my oh my... What has got into me? I feel so stressful these fews days. Maybe it was because of my family. My family was always busy doing their own things. My family is just like how the cars in the express way runs. Doing their own things, moving in their own ways. I don't understand.
My mum birthday will be coming this Thursday, Oct 25. Shall I buy anything for her go make her a card? I don't even have money right now to do anything. I went to school with $0. How am I going to survive this week. I don't understand.
Like I always said. I hate outside food. I ate a bowl of noodles and I add in all the chilli padi. I normally don't add any chilli to my food unless it is really tasteless. Now, I am having a sore trout coughing blood out of my mouth. So uncomfortable.
No no no... Something is wrong. I don't talk like this. Don't question me, don't approach me. I will get back to be cheerful all by myself, I will take it alone. Why can't we get back to the way we use to be? I don't understand. Right now, I am Inconsolable.
I'm sick, thats why...*
~Cheng Kim Wee, 11:34 AM |