I am so FRUSTRATED right now... Don't know what had happen to me now a days. I just keep feeling that something is bothering me. It don't usually happen to me. I just wanted to stay happy and be a happy person...
I kept on having this dream now a days. I dreamt of taking the 'N' level result. I can remember it clearly. I fail my 'N' level result by 1 mark. I got 11 mark in total. I got an A2 for my Geography, B4 for my english and C5 for my Chinese. Don't know is it real a not but I this dream the 2nd time.
I hate it when my sister came back home. She is so irritating. Don't know why she have to download so many song and movie for what. What for having a broadband and you make the computer so lag? Come on la... Can please use your brain. You don't need so much movie to watch right. BITCH...
Teakwondo camp is around the coner. I have lost my vice chair-man. He is going oversea and I had to do all the things by myself. Still got so many thing have not been settle. I got to do that myself. DAM... Am I not busy enough...
I got a new computer coming in my way. I should be happy that I am having a new computer but I am not. I am so confuse about the payment. I don't know when they will come and how do I make the payment with. Stupid unclear instruction...
I think all these trouble come because of my work. I feel like I have 'no life'. Everyday just work and sleep. I am still young. I should enjoy life instead of tourturing myself. Why am I giving myself so much stress... I need a break... But where should I find the break?? I am feeling so broken right now... Haiz...
Someone told me to say happy. She told me this sentence which I think it is very meaningful. "Always tell yourself that there will be a better day tomorrow" Thanks for that sentence. I will try to think about that. Everything will be fine after 18 Dec. I be happy as before...