John Terry

1 more day...

Friday, October 06, 2006

Today is the 2nd last paper. It is my literature paper. I got 1 more paper left which is math paper 2. Today I woke up just like normal. But when I walk into the school, my stomach starts to go weird. I went into the toilet before I go into the exam. Luckily I went to the toilte if not I will shit in my pants when I am taking my exam.

I don't think I can pass my literature. I wrote a bunch of craps but this time, it really is a crap. The is no link and I miss-read the question. Section B, I only wrote a few lines of answer. I don't understand the passage. I don't know what it talking about and I don't get what the question is asking for. Forget about those exam thing. I think I am really going to leave this school this year. There is no point for me to retain. Haiz... Last time I use to laught at people who retain, but now, I am in the situation of retaining AGAIN. I almost retain for sec 2 but there is not enough place for me to retain. The teachers have no choice but to promote me to sec 3. In sec 3, I was also 1 of the retainers. Same thing happen to me just like I was in sec 2. The is no more space for me to retain. The teachers had no choice but to promote me once again. Shall I consider I am lucky or what? This year is totally different. There is no teachers to pull me up. It is all base on my own education. I am plaining to go to Shatec if I really can't pass my 'N' level.

After the paper, POK CHUEN, XUN YAN and I walk to Rivervale Plaza. POK CHUEN left us and he went home. He went to the bus-stop and take bus 136. XUN YAN and I went to eat. After we ate, we went home. On my way home, I saw POK CHUEN at the bus-stop still waiting for the 136 bus. LOL... I wonder how long he had waited. Looking at his lonely face, I went to him and accompany him to wait for the bus. Finally the bus arrive, we both went home.

At home, I got nothing much to do. I went to sleep but I just won't fall asleep. I don't know why. I try playing some music so that it could bring me into my dream. I really works. But when I am falling asleep, WEI WEN called me. The ask me to go out tomorrow. He never tell me where he will be going. He hand up and I am back to my sleep. But... I can't sleep again. I gave up on sleeping. I was just like an OWL. Active in the night but inactive in the day. I went to turn on the TV to see what program is on broadcast. When I tune into Animal Planet, I saw STEVE IRWIN!!! OMG... I really miss him so much. His dog was suffering from cancer. He want the dog to stay happy before it die. He call all the dog's best friend to visit it. He even told the vet to look at it 24h a day. I was so touching, STEVE IRWIN was crying and I cried too... =( Poor dog... STEVE IRWIN was a great man. After the show, there is a short clip of video of him. His wishes was 'to save wild life and by protecting them, he wanted to touch everyones' heart with wild life.' He love animal a lot and everyone love him. He will always have my respect.

Today's paper, Lit...
Tml last paper, Math...
I miss STEVE IRWIN...
Protect wild life...

~Cheng Kim Wee, 1:39 AM