Kiwi

Happi Birthday Dear Bro

2011-04-17T14:14:00.006+08:00

Yeah, so another year has passed and before i know it, it is your 21st birthday today. We would have celebrated this day with you, and I am sure many of your relatives, family & friends will be there for you, and feel happy for you. If only you are still with us... my dearest bro :'(

So many "What-Ifs" are still circling through my mind since your departure, although it has been nearly 2 years . Life is so much different now without you, sadly to say, i would still have to hide those "What-Ifs" in me, and try to avoid thinking of you too much.

I guess you're really one of those loved ones who came into my life and taught me a lesson, and then left me. Just wanna say, nothing can ever replace you in my heart, and you know that I miss you dearly. Wherever you are, you will always be a part of me, regardless of whether your physical presence.

You're indispensable, and yup, i still chose to believe you are spiritually still with us. Hence, here i am, wishing you a Happi, Sweet, Fantabulous 21st Birthday =D
Love ya.

Happy Birthday Kim Wee (:

2010-04-17T03:54:00.038+08:00

"Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time you've talked. It's about that very moment when you're doing something and wishing they were right there for you."

In Loving Memory of Cheng Kim Wee (17 April 1990-25 September 2009)

So today is 17^th of April 2010. Never gonna miss this out, and Imma so gonna shout-out to the whole wide world:

HAPPY 20^th BIRTHDAY TO YOU BRO! I HEART YOU!!! <3

I have been contemplating for a while with regards to what would possibly be the Best birthday present I can give you, especially when things have changed so drastically within a matter of a few months. For the first time, I have got to learn how to live without you in my life. While I couldn't possibly give you anything tangible, I hope I can rely on words to reach you virtually via your precious blog site. Hopefully, you will receive every single piece of well wishes from everyone who misses and loves you here.

On this day, I would wish to take the opportunity to thank you for being such an important figure in my life- my only brother. We have gone through so many things together, thick and thin. You're the only person who had spent the longest amount of time with me as we sailed through our childhood and adolescent years. 19 years of companionship is neither short nor trivial, but it is sufficient for me to remember and miss you for the rest of my lifetime.

Thank you for staying strong and optismistic throughout the tough times, after you had found out about your health. Putting up with all this crap is definitely not easy, and it definitely hurts me badly to see you in so much unwanted stress, misery and pain. People may not know how much you had been through but sis knows best.You couldn't even lift your right arm as your right shoulder was aching during the times you were sick. Yet, you had made so much effort to improve your health and I am truly appreciative that at least you had tried your best. The illness might have imposed a toll on your life and destroy your freedom, but it did not crash your undying spirit. You had fought a good battle, one with much bravery and dignity. You're indeed a true warrior.I am so goddamn proud of you. :)

Since it's your special day today, I just wanna let you know that all of us miss you over here. You will be kept alive in my heart and I promise you that I won't let the memories of you fade away within me. I will reminisce all the good times and the bad, even as the years go by. Your days in this world are never wasted as you have many awesome friends and relatives who genuinely care about you. [If you are reading this, you know who you are. On the behalf of my brother, I would like to thank each and everyone of you who has lent a helping hand to him when he needed it the most. (:]

I will never forget you as a happy and cheerful person who loves to laugh, smile and joke around. I so gonna miss your humor and laughter the most. Be well up there, Bro, someday I know we will meet again. Till then, our relationship continues and we will always be brother and sister. You're irreplaceable. I love you. (:

With Love♥,
Sis

Thanks

2009-08-31T15:38:00.002+08:00

A special thanks for all my relatives and friends who had came to visit me. I really means a lot to me espically the cards and letters that you guys made for me. It's really encouraging and really touching. Even though you guys can't be by my side all the time, you guys had shown me your support which I really needed.

As days goes by, my health is getting worst every time. I can feel it myself. I will still try to stay strong and be as brave as possible. Things is getting hard for me even doing simple things like sleeping, peeing, walking... This might be my last post. I won't be posting anything for quite some time.

For your info, I just know the truth.

Steam.

2009-08-28T01:41:00.002+08:00

A mini steamboat with James and co at my place. Good thing it is at my place. At least I can rest whenever I feel tired. Didn't really eat much though. But still, thanks for coming guys. It really means a lot to me. =)

These few days was the same. Not feeling so good. I'm now on oxygen to help me breath normally. But there are still some difficulties for me. Like going to the toilet, I need to be push by the wheel chair. Worst of all, I can't sleep well at night.

I only did 2 injections but still no sign of improvement. Really hope I can get well soon. Living like this is as good as dying. But don't worry, I won't give up myself so easily. I need to stay strong for my mum. She has been taking very good care of me recently. And thanks to me sis family and friends too. And of course, my baby.

Don't worry too much okay baby? Just concentrate on your studies. I will be fine. =)

Siao..

2009-08-22T01:22:00.002+08:00

Catch this movie with my cliques at Amk Hub. As expected, Jack Neo film is no longer impressive. None of the ghost story is scary at all and it doesn't make sense. Way below standard actually. Their last 5 mins bloopers was the best part. 1 star for the movie.

Going out like this can really kill me. I pant on every step I take. Lucky that's a car when sent me there and back. Car ride home was the most enjoyable. Very long didn't have the feeling of the wind blowing onto my face.

I wonder how am I going to force myself up for my next hospital appointment.

Terrible.

2009-08-17T23:04:00.002+08:00

Haiz... These few days not feeling so well. Had a hard time doing everything. Even simple things like getting out of bed can makes me feel so terrible. Won't want to step a foot outside my house but still have to force myself to the hospital for scans and check up.

Walking around my small little house can also be quite tiring for me. I had problem breathing normally and this also effect me when I want to sleep. I just kept on coughing when I laid down and sometimes even vomit after cough.

Reason for these was because I had stop taking my meds for a while. Doctor said the old medication don't really work anymore. They can only control the old cells but new cells are coming out too so had no choice but to change.

2009-08-10T23:17:00.005+08:00

Hahaha... A wonderful date with baby at Marina Square. We even have fireworks to light up our anniversary. =) Wonderful. Everything is just wonderful. =)

Happy Anniversary!!

2009-08-08T17:57:00.002+08:00

You might think that you are stupid, you might think that you are ugly. But for me, you are always my prettiest baby!! Happy Anniversary baby!! With loves...

4 Jabs.

2009-08-03T23:22:00.002+08:00

Hahaha... What a cute game. I've complete all the levels and collected all the medals. I'm rank no.1 in this game on Facebook cause nobody is playing it. zZz... Since there are no more levels and medals to collect, it's time for me to close shop. Any more fun games please intro. I'm bored to death.

Will be going to the hospital tomorrow to see my doctor for my last week scan result. Last week scanning was painful!! Not the scanning that was painful but the injection!! 2 nurses jab me 4 times til they finally get the plug in. The first 3 times was unsuccessful cause they can't find my vain. They had to pull it out and jab me again. Ouch.. Hope I won't get jab so many times again...

Do and Don't...

2009-07-31T13:58:00.003+08:00

Catch this movie before the surprise for James. I'm sorry but I have to say that this movie is boring. I don't really understand it and I don't know how to appreciate it. Comments for this movie were great but not from me. It's not really a Singaporean show. 1 star.

Another bad movie, or perhaps the worst movie I've seen. Bruno was not a movie at all. People with low sense of humor should not even watch this. I didn't know why I watch this movie. Lucky for me I watch it online. If you want to watch it, then regret it. This movie Sucks!! No star at all.

This will be the movie I'm waiting for. The trailer is good and hope the movie does too.

This movie trailer is even better. I'm so going to watch 'The Proposal'.

Happy Birthday James!!

2009-07-30T07:47:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Mr Puffy Face James!! May all your wish come true...

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But please don't forget about what we did for you. (You can forget what Toshi did to you) We will always be there for you.

Get well soon Chen Yong the new pus.

Congrats.

2009-07-26T14:09:00.005+08:00

After 4 years, my sister finally graduate. =) Congrats...

Harry Potter.

2009-07-24T01:57:00.002+08:00

Wednesday movie with the usual secondary school friends. Catch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince at the Cathay. Many people said the ending wasn't good and the movie was bad. But that is how the story goes. Those people who said that must be those who didn't read the book. As for me, I didn't read the book too so I no complains. The movie for me wasn't really that bad. In fact, after watching this movie, it makes me feel like reading the book. Can't wait for the last movie to come out too. I'll be waiting. =)

Motivation.

2009-07-23T10:33:00.003+08:00

Now here is your Sakea motivational treat. Better study hard and do well for your 'O's. Don't be lazy!!! Yoou can do it baby. =)

2009-07-19T04:10:00.006+08:00

Went to PSB to check out the courses there on Friday. Day wasn't that good as my phone's battery went dry before meeting Alex. Had to borrow a stranger's phone to contact Alex instead.

Went to The Cathay for a movie after checking on the courses on PSB. Catch 50 DeadMen Walking after deciding for a long time. Not a bad movie. Story of a hero who save many lives. But the actions and all wasn't that good. 1.5 stars.

Now here are the picures of Alex's the pus Birthday celebrations... =) Picture above is edited by James. Alex please, that don't look good at all. It look just like a rose on the cow dung.

Taking pictures when we are preparing Alex's Birthday cake. The girl who always complain about picture not nicely taken couldn't take a nice picture herself as you all can see.

Lousy!!! Get some wide lens camera. It will be much more better.

Now Shirley went down for the Surprise...

Stupid Alex. I never seen a guy as vain as him. He make us wait outside as he went to change and put on his make up before opening the door for us. It's so hot outside. Even our cake is almost covered up with wax.

Where are the candles?? All is see is only wax...

Now here's a gift for the Pus.

Plus Ang Baos...

5 red packet to choose from and he picked mine. What a unlucky kid. Mine is the one with Newspaper. The rest all got money inside. Too bad. Have better luck next year...

But at least he still got his wish comes true. He got himself a Lambo Tamiya!!

End of the story.

Happy Birthday Pus...

2009-07-16T03:10:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Alex the Pus. Better keep that Lambo of yours in a safe place. Whahaha...

Fierce Suntec.

2009-07-14T06:32:00.002+08:00

2 days working at Suntec Health fair really knocks me out. We have to work like 12hrs per day and there hardly was any time for us to rest. Suntec crowd was so fierce compared to Expo. I misses Expo so much. Expo got so much time for me to slack and even go shopping. At least I got my gay friends to keep me entertain here.

I swear working with them can be really fun and sometimes annoying. They put rice in your shoe when you are serving people. The fun will be the revenge!! Haha.. I swear we wasted lots of rice in 2 days. Those Africa children treat rice as gold and we are playing like we own the world.

But if we don't entertain ourself, I think I will be dead by then. I am so tired that I slept for almost 24hrs today. Feel so tired and sick after 2 days of non stop working. Hope it's just normal illness and not swine. Anything will happen when you work in crowded places like these.

Good Bye Micheal Jackson.

2009-07-08T20:31:00.003+08:00

Good Bye Micheal Jackson. Lucky that I had a chance to take a photo with you while you were still here. Rest In Peace Moonwalker. I will look at the moon when I misses you.

Lasagna

2009-07-07T00:02:00.006+08:00

Today I am making Lasagna with my Baby!! Brought all these cans food from Compass Point, Cold Storage in the morning and back to my house to make our lunch. =)

We made ourselves corn soup too. =)

Yummy yummy corn soup..

Mince Chicken..

Baby did most of the stuffs. She will be a really good housewife in the future.

Now the making of the layer...

All ready to bake. =)

Delicious.. =)

We didn't really follow any recipe. We bake it our own way and it turn out to be really nice. =) Even my sister love it. I love it very much too and so do baby. Will make it again some other time. =) I love you baby. I have a great Lasagna day with you. =)

Ice Age.

2009-07-06T00:56:00.003+08:00

Went out to Bugis with some of my ITE friends yesterday as most of them are going to NS real soon. Did some shopping around Bugis Street with them but didn't get anything. Bugis is so crowded on Saturday and Sunday. Even have to line up to cross the road.

Mid night movie with Alex, Chen Yong and Fiona. Catch Ice Age in 3D. Dumb Alex and Chen Yong. They really believe Fiona that we have to pay $2 for the 3D glasses. Lol.. TCC to chill while waiting 2hrs for our movie Ice age 3!!

I went online to watch Ice Age 1 and 2. I want to know the story before I catch 3. 1 and 2 gave me a very good impression. It's funny, it's hilarious, it's Good, Really GOOD. And so does Ice Age 3. Very nicely animated and it's even better then it's previous movie. You can just sit back, relax and laught your lungs out. You won't stop laughting in this movie. 5 stars!!!

No phone..

2009-07-05T05:14:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went out with Cliques to Serangoon Garden for dinner again. Serangoon Garden is now our new hang out place. Sorry Jalan Kayu but Garden's food are much much more nicer then yours. We ate at this B place with sell western food. Shouldn't have gone there. Should have just ate at Ashton and that will be nice. Cause B's food wasn't nice at all, service sucks and my Sprite is mix with tap water. Totally not worth the money I am paying for.

So as usual, went to Kang Jie place for Mahjong. I am so unlucky. While I win a few on Mahjong but my Handphone is spoil. It is drown by Soya Bean. Not choice but to use my mum's old phone for now. It's an old phone so it's kind of fauthy. I can only use it for sms but can't use it to call. I want to get a new phone as soon as possible. Any nice phone please intro. But now those really expensive ones thank you.

Good Bye Micheal Jackson..

2009-06-30T23:41:00.005+08:00

Rest In Peace the King of Pop, Micheal Jackson.

I've been watching his video on Youtube. What a passionate singer plus dancer. He was actually quite handsome when he sing and dance. But that was when he was young. Now? Handsome?? You tell me.

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Beef Noodle..

2009-06-25T22:43:00.003+08:00

Yeah!! Beef noodle with baby at Kovan finally. Went there once but it was close and end up eating at some coffee shop nearby and play L4D with baby after that.

The beef noodle stall is at the stretch which sell durian beside the talking parrot pet shop. Haha.. Cool right? A parrot speaking human language. But it only know 3 words. Maybe I can go back to the pet shop and teach the parrot some vurgulartise. Lol..

Beef noodle was great! And it's having a 1 for 1 promotion right now!! $7 for 2 bowls of delicious beef noodle. Yummy... =) Oh yes.. The 1 for 1 promotion ends at 27 so you only got 2 days left before the promotion ends. And it starts only at 7 pm.

Tao Huay at Selingie with baby after dinner. Didn't have time to play L4D with baby again cause it's late. Baby Need To Go Home And Study!!! Study hard baby. =)

Crash..

2009-06-24T18:02:00.002+08:00

I don't know what shit happen but my internet connection just crash without a reason. Now I'm blogging using my sister's com in her stuffy messy room. I wonder why there is internet connection in my sister's com but not mine. Somebody help me please...

Alright, went to Joy birthday celebrations at Li Mei's house with the usual for steamboat yesterday. So sorry that I couldn't stay long cause I got a movie to catch with my friends. I've miss out all the fun there and I miss my baby too. Sorry baby.. =(

So meet up with James and co for T-T-Transformer at E!Hub. We have been waiting for this movie for a long time. Lots of great animations actions and much more. And it's a 150mins movie so it's very worth it. Optimus Prime my new hero!!! 4.5 stars.. =)

What come next was L4D. Didn't want to waste our time playing expert anymore as there won't be any accomplishment. While we do complete the advance mode once again before we went home. =)

Land of the Lost..

2009-06-22T03:33:00.002+08:00

So so so so sorry my blog. I didn't mean to ignore you but there is really nothing for me to blog about the whole week. Now here is one.

Today is father's day but well, I didn't celebrate that. Went out with Alex and Chen Yong to watch Land of the Lost instead at the Cathay. Riot police was everywhere when we arrived at Dhoby Gaut. Something must have happened before we arrive. I don't know what happen but I'm guessing is a daddy's fight? Who knows? It's father's day.

I wanted to watch 'I Love You Man' but Chen Yong strongly disagree. I don't know what gays had did to him but he seems to have a phobia with gays. So we watch 'Land of the Lost' which is also a comedy movie. As you can tell it's a funny funny movie, not those humorous kind of funny. Nothing really turns me on so not a nice movie for me. 2 stars. =(

Budget Yoshi for dinner as we are all saving. Walks around Orchard aimlessly and window shopping around. My god shouldn't have done that. Great Singapore Sale is now on and I'm so tempted to buy some new clothes. Lucky my card wasn't with me if not I will be cutting it tonight.

Baby!! Go on shopping with me before GSS ends please!!

Happy Birthday Shirley...

2009-06-14T21:53:00.002+08:00

Happy be-lated birthday to Shirley!! May all your wish comes true. =)

Happy Ten!!

2009-06-09T00:00:00.006+08:00

Happy 10 baby!!! Times passes so fast. In a couple of months time, it will be our 1st!! Can't wait. =) Love you plenty baby..

I had a great time today at Tampines 1. It's my 1st time at the new shopping center. Dinner at F.I.S.H. A very nice place to had dinner and wonderful decorations. Food was nice but serving was a bit too little. No wonder the price was low. xD

Will be back to F.I.S.H for sure. What a nice place. =)

Movie was next!! Monster Vs Aliens was caught... In 3D!!! My 1st time watching 3D too. =X It was coooool and it will make you go wow... Movie was cute espically the one eye blue jelly monster. Haha... 2.5 stars for the movie. Will be back for more 3Ds movie. =)

Bought some Sushi and shop around Tampines 1. We saw 4 Mediacorp artist!! Pan Ling Ling and her husband and Xie Yun Yi with her just married husband too. Spot them below if you can. xD

Have a happy time today. Baby wanted to sell me but lucky garang guni wasn't around. xD

Terminator Salvation

2009-06-07T23:44:00.002+08:00

Movie with Alex and Chen Yong yesterday at Cathay. Terminator Salvation was caught. A must see movie man. Ever Arnold Schwarzenegger is back on the screen. Man Vs Machine!! Movie to catch next will be Transformers. =) Autobots ready... Transform... 4.5 stars for TS. =)

Singapore Idol audition was at Cathay too. No wonder there were so many people. I even saw Pual Two Hill there.

Dinner at Just Acia and waited for James before our quest of killing zombies. We try playing expert this time and we can't complete a single map after 5hrs. We were stuck at the last stage!! Never mind, will try harder next time.

Dear god..

2009-06-04T19:47:00.005+08:00

Hahaha.. How cute. Left 4 Dead Valentine's pictures.. Good news everyone, new Left 4 Dead 2 is coming soon!!! Haha.. More zombies to kill. xD

By the way, about the cab uncle we took on my 1st day of work, he is 1 old funny dude who talks a lot and he got 3 types of passenger that he hates. Firstly was China ladies. He said their Chinese standard is so different that he can't understand what they are talking sometimes. Those ladies even ask him if he wants to find any mistress. -_-

Second, was Ang Mos and this time is those Ang Mos who can't understand him because of his Singlish. Nothing much about that and here comes the third and the worst ones.

Guess what? Thirdly, was those Shemales!! He complain that those shemales keep touching his legs and ears while he was driving. Haha.. Guess it's hard being a Taxi driver. Lol.. And somemore he drives at night which will sometimes see those things we are not suppose to see.

There's 1 mid night during the 7th month, he picks up a young couple from somewhere and when he looks into the reel view mirror, they disappear. He got so scared and when he turns around nervously, the couple was lying down kissing each other. Lol.. Taxi drivers do have funny times too. Haha..

Alex!! Please grow some balls and be a man.

He slips and He score..

2009-06-03T00:52:00.005+08:00

A double joy for me. He slips and He scores.. Lampard the Man scoring the winning goal at Wembley Stadium FA cup finale!! And secondly, after 5 tired days of joyful work, my job is finally over. =)

Job was fine and Fun. =) How good can it be? Having fun and getting paid at the same time. But it's tiring waking up early every morning though. That was the part I hate most. Other then that, everything is Okay.

I think the most important thing when you look for a job is to love your job. Yup, so simple. When you love your job, you will enjoy what you are doing and work will never be boring. Even though I'm serving Singapore's aunties and uncles, I still like it very much, seeing different types of people and having a stero type about Singaporeans. Haha.. And of course, you have to work with great friends too. =)

Alright it's late and I'm going to sleep now. So tired after work. Will complete this post next time. =)

Haha.. Wait!! Even though I got a double joy, I'm sure there is 1 person who is even happier then me. Good luck Alex, prove that you are a MAN.

Blues..

2009-05-31T00:50:00.003+08:00

Woot!!!!!!!!!!! Chelsea was the new FA cup Champions!!!!!!!!!!!! Congrats Bluesss, you have played well. =) Gooooood job. =)

Didn't catch the 1st half due to my job at Expo. Today is my 2nd day. Job was fine, quite a relaxing one. Didn't have to work so hard. But it's 12hrs per day so drop dead when I'm on my bed.

Yesterday's cab uncle was damn funny. An old man and he chats a lot sharing his funny working experience on strange costumers. I'll say some of his funny jokes next time. Got to go and bath and hit the sack now. Good night...

Congrats once again to the Blues...

Barcelona...

2009-05-29T00:31:00.002+08:00

Ohh no it's late. Got to sleep early tonight. Got to go to work tomorrow at the Expo. Remember to come down to the Food Fare between 29th May to 2nd June to eat some delicious food or, to find me. =) Hehehe...

Oh ya by the way, if you are a ManU supporter, you are a loser!! Haha... Barcelona is the new Champions!!

Night at the Museum 2.

2009-05-27T23:18:00.003+08:00

Went to catch Night at the Museum 2 with baby today at Amk Hub. Went there straight after school and was kind of rush. Didn't had my lunch. =X It's a super nice and funny movie with wild and creative imaginations. Stupid dumb dumb, where is my gum gum. A must watch movie!! Hehe... 3.5 stars... =)

Champions League finale tonight. Barcelona VS ManU. Which side are you on?? Who will win tonight??

Happy birthday Li Mei!!

2009-05-25T04:24:00.010+08:00

Friday to Rivervale Mall NTUC. Why are we there?? To prepare for Li Mei's surprise birthday celebration of course. =) Spent so much money on food and stuffs and more on food at Chomp Chomp after that. =) Sweet..

The next day, gather at Lay Hoe's place and get ready to con Li Mei. The girls told her that they were going for Sauna and she didn't suspect a thing. How disappointing. I thought she was smarter then that. Haha..

So they brought her to the condo and Guan Rui came out to surprise her with her Birthday cake.

How sweeeeeeeeet.. Too bad I can't see her reaction. I was starting fire with Jing Zhong.

The fire was so diffcult to start. But we still manage it in the end. =) So we 2 are the Heroes! And Guan Rui too. Haha..

The twins sisters...

See this selfish bunch of people below, they only cook for themselves and run away with the food. They totally forgot that who started the fire... -_-

Meow.. Shirley in the house..

Can't wait to leave the condo. People complaining and Guards chasing us off. That is the way it always happen when you go to condos.

So off we go to Li Mei's place..

Left over food for all of us. Drinks and laughter all over the place. Too bad baby can't stay over. =( If not it will have been so much fun..

Swine.

2009-05-21T00:55:00.003+08:00

Haha.. A very old video. Was talking about it with my friends while playing mahjong and we all start singing this song. Lol.. A video we should all watch now too because of Swine. Use your brain la. Just change the 'SARS' to 'Swine'.

Drugs and Herbs..

2009-05-19T01:20:00.003+08:00

There's a reason why Eastern medication is called 'Herbs' and Western medication are called 'Drugs'. While we all know both kind of medication will cure us when we are sick but we don't know how they really work. (Drugs and Herbs don't work together by the way so don't take them both together at the same time.)

I've taken Drugs and Herbs before but I'm not a expert in theme so I can't really explain to you how they work. But all I do know is that Drugs are easy to eat and it work quickly and perfectly but it will cause side effects and will even damage our organ. Where as for Herbs, they don't really taste so good and they take a long time to cure but they got no side effects and it is good for our health.

I've made a huge decision yesterday and that is to take back those 'Drugs' instead of 'Herbs'. It is a hard decision for me to make. I had a choice and I've choose 'Drugs' which I know will harm me somehow. But the reason I choose Drugs is Not For Myself. I choose it for Everyone. My family, my friends and my baby...

I've been suffering and having much pain while I was taking Herbs. I know it takes time to heal and I can endure the pain. If I were to choose for myself, I would have chosen Herbs but I will miss out lots of fun with my family, friends, baby...

A few days back, I went out celebrating my friends birthday and I don't enjoy myself to the max like I would have last time. I was so tired and my pain keep haunting me. All up in my mind was to go home and have a good rest. I wasn't like that before.

I didn't even want to spent time going out with my precious. Most of the time we just stayed at home and she didn't even complain. I've negate her big time and being such a nice and understanding girlfriend, she don't deserve this kind of treatment.

Everybody is gonna die sooner or later. The question is, when? I know I'm not going to live long carrying this kind of illness. Everybody got to accept his fate when their time comes. It doesn't matter whether I die early, all that matters is that how I enjoy myself in this world before I die.

I've had enough. I don't want to suffer anymore. I want to enjoy and live my life to the fullest having fun with my friends and family. I want to be Happy and I want everyone with me to be Happy!!

Decision..

2009-05-18T02:19:00.003+08:00

Prison Break season 4 had finally come to the end. Sad to say, there is no more Prison Break for me to catch. No doubt that Prison Break is one of the best TV series ever. Their best season to watch will be the 1st season. Lots of running and killing and they finally find there freedom to live. Michael Scofield was dead in the end. =( That's very sad too. While lets not say too much here. Go watch it for yourself!!

Lost season 5 ended too together with Prison Break. Their story still haven't end. At least I still have something nice to catch. =)

And and and!! Heroes season 4 ended a few months ago too. What's left for me to watch now? =( 3 of my favorite TV series ended almost at the same time. =( But there are still more to come on Heroes. =)

Today, I've made a huge decision. Hope my decision is right. Everyone got to die sooner or later. It don't matter if I die early, all that matters is whether I enjoy myself before I die. Will go into details next time. I am going to sleep now. Good nights...

Happy Birthday Kang Jie!!

2009-05-17T01:08:00.011+08:00

Happy Birthday, Kang Jie!! May all your wish comes true. =) Hope you like your birthday celebration and the wonderful cake we bake specially for you. =)

It was all plan out by Cheng Yan Ying. She came to my house together with Bing Chao on Friday to bake cake for Kang Jie. Wei Wen and Wei xiong was here too only to see the finale product.

Prepared all the ingredient and all set to mess up my kitchen.

We made brownie with lots of chocolate toppings. It taste really sweet and very very chocolaty. Baking cake sound very hard and troublesome but it is very simple to bake 1 actually. Just have to buy the instant flour and you can have a cake in less then an hour.

Can you see the word 'TKJ'?

Celebrated his birthday on Saturday which is also yesterday together with the Cliques. Went to this Yishun Seafood place. Forget what it's called. I only know that there got 1 tree which look like a bottol shape. It is called the Bottol Tree Park??

Pictures pictures and more pictures!!

Finally, food was served. Some of their dishes are nice but some are not. Very very expensive though for me. I just ate a bomb!!

A surprise Birthday Cake to Kang Jie. =) Hope you like it. =)

A friendly picture. =) ManU is crown champion once again. Congrats to ManU but better watch your back cause Chelsea is going to get you next season. Haha..

After our dinner, drove to Keppel Bay to chill. Nothing much to chill there. Just went to see the scenary and enjoy the breeze.

Take some pictures again. More pictures from Xiong Wei/Wei Xiong camera so stay tune. xD

Was late and the carpark was expensive so didn't really stay there for long. Drive back and home sweet home. =)

Huh? What the fuck is worng with this picture??

Lazy bum..

2009-05-13T22:29:00.002+08:00

I am just like a lazy bum. All I want to do is to stay at home and rest the whole day. Don't even feel like going out or anywhere. Weather will be another excuse for me to stay at home. Can't really blame me cause you don't know how it's like being a patient.

While if you ask me, 'how is cancer'? And I will tell you, 'it's painful'. Back pain, leg pain, hand pain, chest pain and on top of all, heart pain. I totally understand the feeling of a patient now. Watch out!! You really got to have patient with them. Don't annoyed them too much cause they will get vexed very easily.

Computer will be their best friends. Laziness will keep them out from their hobby. Bed will become their love and their love one will become their annoying one.

I really really really wish I had a pet dog. =) It will help me kill some time and I will have a partner beside me. =) I can play with it whenever I want and I might ever gets up from my bed and bring it for a walk. =) I won't be so bored and I will have something to play with. =)

But too too bad my mum don't want to keep one. =( It will be great if I really had a pet dog at home. Any cute cute dog will do.

Soccer..

2009-05-10T23:53:00.002+08:00

It's half time at the Emirates. Chelsea leading 2 goals to nil. Hope they can went on and win it and score more goals. Still can't believe that Chelsea lost to Barcelona. They played well but luck was not on their side. Injustice decision by the referee. Barcelona didn't knock Chelsea out, the referee did.

More about soccer. I almost forget the feeling of 'kicking of a ball'. It's obvious soccer is my favorite sports of all time. I love playing football. It has been a while already.

I have been doing exercise under the blazing hot sun the past few days. While my exercise was simple. Just a few distance of walking will do. That will take away some pain in my back. As I was walking, I see people playing soccer, badminton, etc. I want to be playing those games some day instead of working out at the senior citizens corner.

Alright second half starting really soon. Got to catch it so, night guys. See you..

2009-05-09T17:49:00.002+08:00

While to these 3 mother, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

Thanks for bringing me up mum. I am very happy with my life even if there are some unforeseen circumstances. No one can help about that but you were always there for me when I needed you. You are the best mum in the world!! We've been through a lot and I think I am able to take care of myself. You have to take care too mum. I love you.. =)

Mother's day celebration with relatives at Sakae Sushi. =) This time, the Kids pay for the bill. For you, we are always your lovely Kids and you are always our wonderful mum!!

Kim Ann that ass, late for so long. Went movie with his friends forgetting about his mother's day celebration. Tsk..

And so we had a very very very wonderful celebrations for our mum. =) All of us were happy in the end. Food was nice too. =)

Once again, I love you mum... ... ... MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY!!!

Heartbreaker..

2009-05-07T10:26:00.003+08:00

My heart was broken. Don't have any mood for anything now. It's a fucking disgrace. Chelsea should have won the game. A last minute equalizer broke many of the blues hearts. If it wasn't for the referee, Chelsea could have already kill the game with at least 4 penalty but the referee gave none. That will be the hot topic for tomorrow's paper for sure.

I still can't believe loss.

Zinger vs Mac Spicy..

2009-05-04T00:10:00.003+08:00

Something that I always wonder. Zinger vs Mac Spicy. Which one people like most? While for me, Zinger is not bad, but I like Mac Spicy more. =)

The past few weeks, I am having difficulties to sleep. No no, I'm not having Insomnia. What I'm having is a back full of pain. My tumor has grown and it is hitting the nerves. I've got problems sitting and lying down. Just like an old man.

While the pain is hard to explain. It's coming from the inside, my the kidney area. My legs will go numb when I'm not lying in the correct position. The pain just keep keeping me out from my sleep. I have to wait for myself and my nerves to get really really tired then I can fall asleep. And my sleep don't last long. When I am starting to feel my nerves again, I woke up in pain and it just keep happening again and again.

The Qigong master just gave the last and finale shot of me. If the meds that he gave doesn't work, he can't save me anymore. I will have to take the Chemo meds again so please, this is my finale shot. Let me see some hope in it.

Ginger Bread House..

2009-04-30T00:05:00.007+08:00

Did something special with baby today. We made Ginger Bread House!! I know it's not Christmas, we build the Ginger Bread house just for fun. Somemore, it's cheap. Haha..

It is our 1st time making a Ginger Bread house. The manual was the most important thing for us. We followed every steps. 1st stop, making of the Ice-ing.

Making of the Ice-ing was easy. Not much effort we have to make. Just let the machine do it's job. All we have to do is to watch. =)

Building this was not as easy as it seems. The Ice-ing dried up very quickly and it keep sticking on to our fingers instead of the house. Got to be careful not to break the Ginger Bread...

After waiting a few hours for it to dry, it's time to decorate the house with colourful candies!! Not that easy too. Same old thing keep happening.

1st we decorate the door..

And then the window...

And the roof. =)

The sides...

And finally, K <3 H. =) =) =)

We cover the roof with the rest of the Ice-ing so that it will look like it is snowing. =)

Not forgetting the candies...

And 1 last thing!! The Snow Man and the Christmas Tree!!!!!!!

And it's all done!!! =) Just look at the outcome. Not very nice though but we put in a lot of effort for this. Building it was not easy you know. We spent the whole day to build it. Turn out pretty well in the end. =)

And here is our lovely, Ginger Bread House. =)

Eat Fresh...

2009-04-29T00:36:00.003+08:00

It's Champion's League Barcelona vs Chelsea tonight. Never gonna miss that. Going to put on my Chelsea scarf screaming in front of my computer screen. Chips ready, air-con ready, tv ready, let's start the game. xD

Subway having great promotion right now!! Any 6-inch meal for only 5.90!! That's even cheaper then ordering just the sandwich. Eat it fresh before it gone bad. =)

Can anyone teach me how to get more ingredient in restaurant city?? Trade with me please...

Legs...

2009-04-25T16:36:00.002+08:00

Geylang frog leg porridge with the usual hang out last night. Yum yum.. Mentioning it gave me the urge of going back for more. Those legs are really tasty and tender. The sauce were just right to go with. Dee-lii-cious!! =)

Window shopping after our wonderful dinner. See how those Ti-co uncle call for their 1 night soul mates. Some won't even have to call. They will come looking for you. But we are not there for that. We were just there for the food. xD

Paradiz once again with Chen Yong this time. Saw quite a number of familiar faces there. Chen Yong proves that he is better then an AI. This time, we manage to complete 3 maps in 4 hrs instead of none. Haha.. xD

Susan Boyle...

2009-04-23T22:20:00.002+08:00

Susan Boyle

Here is Susan Boyle and she got talent!!

Being coned out by James yesterday together with Alex to Lasell. Wake up super early in the morning and bring all James's heavy art stuffs to his school. Ass!! Better pay for tomorrow frog leg porridge and better pass your module. That will be another treat when you pass cause you won't if Alex and I were not there for you. xD

Went to Simei and appeal for Higher Nitec. Only left a few courses with vacancy. No chioce but I have to take the course that I don't really like and it's at Dover. Really should have studied well when I was in secondary school. Is too late now.

Lan Gaming was next while waiting for James arts to be judged. Play Left 4 Dead for 4hrs plus and we can't even complete a map. We really miss Chen Yong. Can't win without him. Left 4 Dead tomorrow and let's win it please.

And again..

2009-04-21T21:11:00.002+08:00

While of course... These are not the only problems. There are still much much more to that. When will these finally end??

Over..

2009-04-21T19:41:00.004+08:00

So my joyful time is over. Never expect that to end so fast. Pain, aches and stress are mounting over my head. I really needs to calm down.

Who really understand this shit I'm blogging about now? Family problems are getting way way beyond anyone control. How many families are feeling the kick of the recession now huh? While why is that I am always the most unfortunate person on earth to get every single shit stuffs like these?

Yup, that's right. Nothing to be ashamed of. My dad lost his job after working 30 years for the company. It has been 2 months already. Why?? Why now?? Why is it gonna be now?? Why do the company move to Malaysia at the period where my family needed money the most?

My family don't even have the money to pay the bills. What a joke. I am already in such stress and my parents are not even doing any help. You want to take money from dad, just ask him for it on your own. Why do you always have to say it like it was my fault at the end of the conversation? Being a parents, managing the bills are your responsibility, not mine. I got my own problems to worried about.

And you, why do you always have to wait until mum ask for it? Why can't you just gave her the money instead of waiting for her to ask? And please stop giving the excuse that you got no money. Are you even being a man? You know that you don't have them then can you go make some? Stop being a lazy bum sleeping at home the whole day. You even got to take money from your son for your meals. Why?

Alright, so do anyone understand it now? I will be very thrift or even, stingy. Don't blame me if I turn down your dates. I probably got no money. I have to save up every penny for meals and even my own medical treatment.

i need some rest.

I put a smile on my face so that I can hide all my sorrows...

Surprise surprise...

2009-04-20T14:06:00.007+08:00

While surprise surprise.. Just as I thought my birthday celebrations are all over, here come another surprise from my baby again!! This time, is steamboat with her friends at Lay Hoe's place. =) Just how sweet my girlfriend is? Making so many surprises for me making me so godly happy. =)

While I expect this surprise to be happening already cause there are lots of leak here and there and baby think that I am stupid. I am not OK!! I just pretend to be so you guys will think that I am. Haha.. My mum thinks that I'm stupid too. She is the main leak. =X Haha..

Went to Lay Hoe's place and I open the door. None of them expect me to be coming and they were all surprise by me. Baby said she text me telling me to call her when I'm in the LRT but I didn't receive that message. =( I spoil my own surprise. zZz..

You I went out the door again pretending that I never see anything as they gets ready to surprise me.

Here I come!! Surprise!! They gave me a surprise and sang me a very happy birthday song. =)

Either Jolene don't know how to use the camera or she did it on purpose. This picture is retaken so many many times. I think so did it on purpose right Jolene?? Haha..

Yeah!! And after I had cut the cake, we proceed to our steamboat dinner!! Steamboat dinner was nice this time cause the meat was marinated by my mum. I was really tasty. =)

Presents for me after steamboat dinner. They bought me a speaker and some Hang Baos!! Wow!! A speaker!! That was what I really want. I need a speaker so badly. I am so happy now that I have 1. Gonna blast my speaker with 'Poker Face'. Hahaha...

Guan Rui Fish Ball Face. I always call him Polar Bear cause he is so chubby and white and on top of that, he is so cute. Lol..

The group photo!! Thanks for everything everyone. I am so happy and I really enjoy myself a lot. =)

Happy Birthday to myself...

2009-04-17T22:44:00.009+08:00

It's my birthday!! I am nineteeeeeeen. Fuck that make me sound so old. 1 more year and I will be 20. My birthday wish is I don't want to grow up. xD Haha.. Nia.. That won't happen so don't be stupid and waste your wish. It's obvious what I am going to wish for.

Dinner at Hougang Green Chi Char with James, Chen Yong, Alex, Fiona and Shirley. Ball-less Alex still dare to say he want to change. He is still late as usual. Nothing change. Shirley wanted to make a surprise appearance but it was spoil by Chen Yong and Fiona. Haha.. Now we are even. And now we know our surprise to each other will never work. (But wait...)

Hougang Green Chi Char was nice. =) Very dee-lii-cious!! Buangkok to chill after dinner. We bought some old school Gotcha ice-cream for ourselves. =)

Nice slippery ice-cream that make our lips and fingers sticky. This photo shot require some skills. Watch out when you are holding this ice-cream close to James. Hahaha...

My 1st mini birthday cake!! Sweet and colourful fruit cake. =) It got grape, mango, peach, cherry and KIWI!!

We are the hunks!!
Shirley the catwoman and Fiona the bimbo..

After chatting for a while, they all went home without even counting down for me. While I am not upset or what actually. Cause the con man James and ball-less Alex lied to me that they got exams the next day. And so the Hougang's cab home and the Seng Kang's walk. Fiona walking home? Hard to believe... ... ...

Hey Fiona!! Your house is in that direction... ... ... Hey Fiona and Chen Yong!! There are still LRT operating... ... ...

For some weird reason, they didn't take the LRT and continue walking.

While that's because... ... ...

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That's a surprise for me!!!

Baby surprise me with my 2nd birthday cake! She made it in the afternoon. How sweet of her. She must be tired baking it after school and making a lovely present for me. =) Thanks baby, I love you. =) You are the Sweetest!!

But why is there only 1 big candle? I'm not 10 years old baby. You got my age wrong. =(

While that's because... ... ... That's a 3rd cake for me!! It's from my Gotcha ice-cream friend who con me that they are going home. xD

How nice of them. =) I am so glad that I had them as my friend. They are the greatest birthday gifts. =)

Now everyone, I am listening to the song 'Friends Forever'. Let's play the sing the song together...

As we go on, we remember,
All the times we, had together,
As our lives change, come whatever,
We will still be, friends forever...

We will still be, FRIENDS FOREVER!!

That's a pretty long knife.

Went to Mac and chill for some time before they all really went home. Chen Yong the Shit boy, I want to know your secrets. Hahahahaha...

The next day, went to Junction 8 and catch a movie with baby. We watch Confession of a Shopaholic. =) And dinner with my love one at Ding Tai Feng.

So that's it. My 19th birthday was over. Had to wait for another year for my 20th. I wasn't really looking forward to my birthday this year. I just thought it will be another normal day for me. Nothing much to look forward to.

But but but, I was wrong...

I've got,

Baby Sweetness surprising me with her own home made cake,
Gotcha Friends con-ing me and coming back to surprise me again,
Love ones taking out their precious time for me,
And those little text messages wish me a very Happy Birthday...

All I want to say is, a big THANKS to everyone. You all made my day special. Thank you.. =)

Chelsea Chelsea Chelsea..

2009-04-15T12:09:00.002+08:00

A very happy birthday to the greatest teacher of all time, Mr Michael!! After so many years, I finally realise that your birthday is just 2 days away from mine. Haha.. But so sorry, no birthday joy for you cause Liverpool had been knock out of the Champion League by Chelsea!!

Watch that match last night and that was the most amazing and exciting match I ever watch. It might even be the match of the season. Great heroic act by Liverpool but was unsuccessful. Amazing respond by Chelsea to defend their lead too. Match end up in a very amazing 4-4 draw.

I think I am killing too much ants around my computer table lately. They are giving me nightmares when I sleep. I dreamt that I accidentally step on them and they climb all over my feet biting me. I really really hates ants. My house is full of it. I need a Norton to help me clear all the bugs.

500..

2009-04-14T23:29:00.003+08:00

Poker Face - Lady GaGa

This is my 500th post. Nothing happy to update about. My application result for the Higher Nitec course is unsuccessful. Damn it. Even ITE rejects me. What am I suppose to do now? No school. Stay at home everyday fighting cancer. That's boring. I need a job. Anybody got any job? Please please please introduce. Or maybe and child or pets to take care of? Just leave them in my house and I will take care of them for you. Fees can be negotiate.

Well throw that ITE shit aside. No time for me frown. My birthday is getting near. I will be 19 in a few days time. Damn, that's old. I will be very glad to live a full 18 years on earth. I really hope I can get a well paid job in the future so that I can support my family. But it seems quite impossible from the cert I am holding now.

Went to the hospital today and get my scanning results. Results wasn't good. Cells are increasing. You are the only person who can save me now china man. I am keeping my faith with you. Don't disappoint.

All the best..

2009-04-12T00:49:00.004+08:00

There goes another great buddy of mine to National Service. =( Will miss you much too. Hope you will do just well. =) All the best Wei Xiong!! Fake.. Is Xiong Wei. Haha..

2009-04-08T02:53:00.005+08:00

Alright here is a post. Feeling lazier and lazier about blogging already. Please don't blame me for not updating. Will blog as soon as I feel like it.

While today is the day I feel that I have to blog. If not this blog will be a dead one sooner or later. =X Went to celebrate my birthday at the air port on Sunday. My birthday is still 12 days away but I am celebrating with them now cause Wei Wen and Xiong Wei is going to NS soon and I won't have the chance to celebrate with them. =( And also, we can use this time to sent Wei Xiong off to China. See, what a useful meal together. Hehe.. xD

Wei Xiong had to check in early in the morning so didn't really got a choice but to had a very early breakfast for this meaningful breakfast. We all all had to wake up super early and Xiong Wei even cab down to meet us even though he got camp. =)

Had Swensen's breakfast and had quite a time there. Hot dogs was very nice. =) I like that a lot. But not the scramble egg. Kind of too milky. Attention!! Air-port Swensen is open 24 hrs. If you feel like eating in a very weird time, Swensen will always be open for you.

After the breakfast, went to chill around the air port and had some chat. Play around too and Wei Wen is almost being caught by the police for suspicious person. Haha... And whoever went to the toilet will have the chance of becoming an fake idol. Hahaha... It's an inside joke. Very funny at the scene. Lol..

Wei Xiong and his friend went off. Kang Jie went to his grandma house and I went home to drink my awful meds. The rest of them went to Tampines for movie while I join them back later in the day for Fast and Furious 4.

We Book the Sneak Preview tickets. =) Nice car, nice movie. The car are very cool and the races are very exciting. But Xiong Wei was too tired after his camp that he keep falling asleep trough out the movie. -_- While I guess it is the story line which is too boring for him. Just like it's 1, 2 and 3 previous movie, the story line wasn't interesting at all. 2.5 stars...

It's 8th April today which means Wei Wen is in NS now. We are going to miss him and hopefully, we got to meet again when he book out. Next will be Xiong Wei. It will be hard to meet again. =(

Now presenting to you, the Black Hunter, Wei Wen!!!

All the best in camp. Hope you will do just fine. =)

Happy birthday ah ma..

2009-04-01T00:27:00.005+08:00

I am back!! Went to Malaysia to celebrate my grandma's birthday on Saturday. Hope she like the photo frame. It's kind of small though. Can't get any big one due to not enough time. But still can see all the faces clearly. =)

Took some passion fruit back. My ah ma plant it and my baby love it!! Haha..

Feels like eat seeds when you eat passion fruit. Oh yes.. This is a warning to all. Don't get fool so easily. It's april fool's day!!

Nice one.

2009-03-25T18:42:00.003+08:00

Going back to Malaysia this Saturday to celebrate my grandma's birthday. Got this above family photo print and frame it up for her as a gift. Hope she will like it. =)

Dinner at this Hong Kong Cafe at White Sand with baby sometimes back. Ordered some cheap and nice food for ourselves to fill our hungry stomach. =)

Kill zombie with James, Alex and Chen Yong at Paradiz. Their computer is way better then Hougang Plaza. We manage to complete all the maps. =)

Chalet with the n1 peeps once again. Have lots of fun at the Chalet. BBQ in the evening, murderer through the night follow by Downtown hide and seek. Lol...

Happy Bithday Chen Yong!!

2009-03-20T20:21:00.009+08:00

A very happy birthday to my brother Chen Yong!! May all your wish comes true. =) Had a surprise for Chen Yong on his birthday with James and Alex. Meet at my house, bought a cake, made a card and wrap a present for him.

Preparation outside his house. Hopes his dog won't bark and spoil our surprise plan.

Here is the surprise team in action.

Surprise!! Happy Birthday!!

See the way he smile, he was so surprise and happy. =) Haha... Just like that time we did 1 for Alex, he went in the toilet and say he wanted to bath but actually, he is crying. xD

Here is your present. =)

A banana!! =) Didn't buy any present but but but... It's the thought that count. =)

The next day, went prawning at Marina Country Club. Took bus 82 to Punggol End and had a long, quiet walk to the Country Club.

$30 3hrs for each person. James catch his 1st prawn just after a few minutes. We thought he was so good at prawning but we were wrong. It's just his luck. Soon he caught his 2nd and that was about it.

A lady peeing into the pond...

Follow by the guy... Those people don't have any manners...

Alex caught was the last one to catch a prawn after so long. After 3 hrs, he caught 5.

Chen Yong only caught 3 prawns...

And James caught 3 prawns too...

Hahaha... And I'm the one with the most catch. I caught 6 prawns. =)

Total 17 prawns for $120. Very expensive but we had fun. Look!! Some prawns even carry eggs with it. It's time to bbq them all now. Muhahahaha...

Look at Alex! He is fanning the charcoal!! But after 5 mins, he give excuses and went to the toilet and slack again. The no.1 slacker of all time. xD

The one who caught the least prawns shall cook for us which happens to be Chen Yong and James.. Haha..

So that's the end of our prawning time. Shall not continue about what happen next. I swear I am not going back to Hougang Plaza for lan again cause their com totally sucks...

Date with baby..

2009-03-18T21:30:00.005+08:00

A date with baby last Tuesday. Wake up early to buy BK breakfast for my dear and have our breakfast at the void deck. Waited for her to get ready and off to town for our date!!

Went to Cathay and book tickets for 'Race to Witch Mountain'. We book this movie because I wanted to see my idol Dwayne 'The Rock' Johnson!! Though I know it will be quite kiddy cause it's from Walt Disney Pictures, but I still want to watch it anyway. 2.5 stars. Not bad for a kid movie. =X

After movie, chill around eating junk food from ShiLing and Yummy Yogurt and walk around in town. Top Shop is having Warehouse Sale!! But we didn't get anything though.

Baby meet up with her friends Cheryl and Ment Ting and they continue their shopping spree from Taka to Wisma, Wisma to Far East. Shopping will never be tiring for girls but it's the direct opposite for guys. =(

Parted with her friends and we went to Bliss for our late dinner. I think Bliss food are really really nice. Their cost are very reasonable too. It's a nice place to eat and chill at. =)

Got to rush baby home cause it's getting late. Hope you have fun baby.. =)

Amaze.

2009-03-14T03:09:00.002+08:00

Went to this Qi Gong place somewhere around Beach Road to see a Qi Gong master from China yesterday. He, is, fucking, AMAZING!! He is really really damn amazing. Well how amazing? You won't gonna believe that. He knows what illness you have just by looking at you. Unbelievable?? Believe it.

I always believe learning Qi Gong is good for your health and some even said, Qi Gong can heal people. But when I reach that place, something tells me that there is something more about Qi Gong. And now, I seriously believe that learning Qi Gong and taking the right medicine can heal our body.

This is what happen.. I close my eyes, sat in a relax position 5 meters away from the Qi Gong master with my plum facing upwards, and the Qi Gong master look at me from where he is sitting for a few minutes. Just by looking at me, he knows what is wrong with my body and what illness I had. He even point out my tumor place without even touching me.

Just like the X-ray eyes, he got all the spot where my tumors are growing 100% right. Not just that, he even know how terrible I am feeling like, my back feeling sour, pain in my chest which makes me feel like coughing, why I am eating so little and feels like vomiting if I ate too much, and many many things.

He then try to put some 'Qi' into me which will makes me feel better. My head really did feels lighter, my back is not sour anymore, my chest is clear and my arms!! I can lift up my arms 90 degrees forward. I can't even lift 45 degrees on normal days. He's amazing...

He said I got this illness when I am around 7 or 8 years old. Will know it straight away if I were to go down to the hospital for check ups. He believe that it happens before I was born. I don't know if that was true. I can do things normal people can did for the past 10 years. I climb Mt Ophir and cycle my way to Tuas. Who knows what is wrong with me by then?

But I do believe him that the 10k medication I'm taking will kill me someday. It is a very strong medication built to kill cancer cells and killing my good cells in the process too. The medication is so strong that it might damage some of my organs. Side effects are popping out day by day. Even if I recover by this medication, I won't live long cause my organs had already been destroyed.

Now who should I trust? Modern days technology? Or Traditional healing methods? A very hard decision for me to make. If I stop my medication right now, all the money and the time will be a waste and I might even be dead. But if I continue, I will have to suffer, waste even more time and money and more pain. Time will be the gamble and my life will be the deal..

Again.

2009-03-13T01:24:00.006+08:00

Celebrating Baby's Babies Lay Hoe's birthday on last Tuesday at Buangkok coffee shop. Had Tze Char for our dinner. Ordered many of stuffs like crab, kang kong, chicken, pig trotters, prawns and many more. We actually bought our own prawns there and it cost so much cheaper.

Food was nice. Um.. No no. Food was average actually, just that I was very hungry. Tze Char from all the coffee shop taste the same. Is there a Singapore coffee shop which got extreamly mouth watering Tze Char? If have tell me please!!

After dinner, Li Mei decoy Lay Hoe away and the rest went home. Well of course, they are not that bad. They all went to Li Mei house to camp for Lay Hoe arrival and surprise her with her birthday cake.

So soon, Lay Hoe came but she didn't get surprise. Late message from Cheryl spoil the plan as Lay Hoe saw us running into the kitchen but still, at least she is happy. =) Happy Birthday!!

Lucky 7.

2009-03-10T01:24:00.005+08:00

Went out with my baby again to catch movie at Amk Hub. We watch the Pink Panther 2 and this is only the second time we watch movie together after 7 month. A very stupid and funny movie. Kind of hard to understand their english though. They got 1 France slang and the subtitles are in traditional chinese. Story line was below average but overall, it's still a nice movie. 2.5 stars.

Shop at the NTUC going around tasting samples with baby. There are so many samples for us to taste!! If you're hungry and you want to eat some free food, just go to the NTUC and taste their sample. Haha.. Is that why you are there too Sheue Lee?? xD

Bought 2 new flavour photo chips and they taste good. Can choose to add in the seaweed or the wasabi flavouring if you want to. And it got a ziploc!! You don't have to finish all at once after you open it. xD

Last Wednesday morning, baby came over to make pancakes for our breakfast. This week, we are going to have roti pranta with cheese hotdogs. Yum yum.. =)

Oh yes something to add. Baby found a wallet in the toilet after our movie. She had kindly call the worried person and return to the person who lost it. =) I'm so proud of my baby!! Lucky 7 for that lady.. =)

Fiona's birthday chalet...

2009-03-09T00:30:00.011+08:00

Hello!! I'm back from the chalet. =) Just look at my pictures and you will know that I had lots of fun. =)

1st day, reach there around 3pm and there were only 4 person. They just bought back the food and pack them nicely when I reach. So there is nothing for me to do so just play some card games with them.

Wasted no time to start our hotplate dinner in the room. This idea is from none other then the cat, Shirley, which in the end, our room turn so oily and smelly. Hotplate is so much better then steamboat. The food is nicer and steamboat are boring.

Alex came after we had hotplate. 1 good thing he did was to bring Mahjong for us to play. Haha... Watch mid-night movie E!Hub. We watch 'Coming Soon', a Thailand horror movie. Thailand horror movie are great! I remember watching 'Shutter' and it scares the crap out of me. This movie too. Really very scary..

Mahjong, mahjong and mahjong when we are back at the chalet. Wanted to scared them when they try to sleep but in the end, I get scolded by Fiona and we all went to sleep. Chen Yong selfishly went to buy breakfast for himself in the morning without telling us cause he can't sleep. Shirley wakes up in the morning and start pestering Chen Yong non-stop and woke all of us up. -_- But everyone was too tired to entertain her and we all went back to sleep.

Woke up in the afternoon and had our lunch outside. James came and play Mahjong with him. He is a Mahjong noob. Take so long time to decide which tiles to discard and show us his string ray face. Lol.. Lucky Yew Hin came in the right time to save us and our time.

So James and Alex who got nothing to do went to start fire. Alex is a disgrace who is from NCC. All he do is just slack around doing nothing. After 4 years in NCC, he told us that he don't know how to start fire. Aunty from other pit help us to start instead. Very soon, we run out of fire cause Alex was not there to mantain it. He must be slacking again.

The chicken chop was Fiona so call 'birthday cake'. I told her we didn't buy a birthday cake for her so just let her cut the chicken as her cake instead. She was so sad when she hear that. Haha.. xD

Alex caught slacking again.

Stupid girl who smoke the whole Downtown East. She is the worst trouble maker.

Cats having sex behind cat queen!!

Cheralyn and her friend came and bought her a surprise birhtday cake. Now, she is happy. =)

A finale surprise for Fiona!! This time, is her mum with a sponge bob print birthday cake!! She scream and almost cry. Haha..

Happy Birthday Fiona!! Hope you like what we plan for you. =)

Had a night chat at Mac with the Hang Out guys. And home to sleep when the cafe is close...

I love living life, I am happy..

2009-03-05T23:29:00.004+08:00

Presenting to you,

I love living life, I am happy...

Girls, please don't cry like you have been molested after watching this video. I know it is a very touching and very inspiring video. Baby, this video is for you. You are having your 'o's this year and you will have your difficulties. But no matter what please stay strong and don't give up. Try as hard as you can no matter how many times you fail. Nick is so right. If you are not going to try, you will never gonna get up. So please stay strong and work hard for you 'o's. =)

Chalet with cheeky friends tomorrow, won't be around for 3 days. It's gonna be fun for sure! Baby must take good care of yourself. Drink more water and STUDY HARD!!

Stay alive...

2009-02-28T21:58:00.004+08:00

Hey... My blog is still alive. Feeling lazy to blog now a days. Don't know why, just don't feel like it.

Seoul Garden with baby last Monday. Not any special occasion, just feel like going to eat there.

Wednesday morning breakfast with baby before she went to school. We ate Rosti that we bought at IKEA that time.

This egg is fried by me. No Bull Shit!! Nice right!!

Our wonderful Breakfast. =)

Celebrating Jolene's Birthday at Lay Hoe's house yesterday. Bought lots of food from Chomp Chomp.. Have lots of fun too.

Happy Birthday Jolene!!

IKEA..

2009-02-22T23:42:00.004+08:00

Went to IKEA to eat with baby on Saturday. It was my 1st time eating at IKEA. Didn't know that it is such a nice place to eat. Their food are pretty nice too. After we ate, walk and play around IKEA before we went home.

Making of the Valentine's

2009-02-16T22:15:00.009+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!!

What a special day for all couples. I am so so so EXCITED for this day. Is it because this is the 1st time I am celebrating it with my valentine? xD Haha.. Guess so..

I didn't really know what to do actually. Like I said, it was my 1st time celebrating it with my valentine. =X So we came up with an idea, having a picnic at East Coast.

Baby came over to my house and she gave me a heart shape cake that she baked. =) How lovely.. Went over to Heartland Mall, Cold Storage to get our picnic needs. Bought lots of food!! Chips, chicken, sushi, strawberries, grapes and many many...

Wanted to bring a dog along so went to my cousin, Kim Ann's house and borrow Milo. Was quite scared that the dog will run away cause Milo is very naughty dog. And it really almost ran away!! I bring it down and by somehow, it unleash itself!! Luckily Kim Ann was in front to catch Milo, if not, I got no idea how to get another Milo for him.

So sadly, the plan was cancel. Went to take cab and waited for like 3 buses time. Cab that day was even harder to take then bus. Typical Singaporeans keeps cutting queue and the weather is as hot as hell.

Finally reach East Coast angrily. Find a nice spot and set up our picnic stuffs. Was enjoying our lovely food until painful biting ants start coming to invade us. Got force out of the lovely place but we manage to finish up our food by the time we change our place.

James and his lovely girlfriend Jo come find us and chats for a while. Starbucks to chill after a tiring day and home to rest. Compass Point, Ajisen Raman was for our dinner and after dinner was the end of our Valentine's day. =)

Hopes baby enjoy herself. I didn't plan it well but you know I love you deep down inside. All I want is baby to be happy. Happy Valentine's baby...

My Valentine!! =)

These are the stuffs baby made for her friends for Valentine's day. We fail on our 1st attempt but we did a good job on the 2nd. =) Gummies coated with chocolates. =)
And then after it's all done, we coat our hands with left over chocolate.
Our chocolate hand prints.

This is the Heart Shape Cake that Baby bake for me. Thanks Baby!!
Getting ready for picnic...

Baby bring Milo for a walk...

Naughty Milo...
Baby feeling sad that we can't bring Milo...

Our picnic area...

Strawberries!!!

Ants!!
An eagle fly by to greet us.
She love strawberries...

Not just Raman was nice. Their Don taste very good too at Ajisen. =)

Green Tea ice-cream for dessert...That's all for the day... Happy Valentine's day!! I love you baby!!!

Valent eve...

2009-02-15T02:42:00.004+08:00

Valentine's eve with cliques at Ang Mo Kio Central, Pizza Hut. A micro mini birthday celebration for Kemund and Bing Chao. Laugh and crap as usual. Some catching up with them cause didn't met them for a very long time.

Amk Hub for Anderson ice-cream there after. Off to Kang Jie house and play some round of Black Jack and Mahjong hoping to win some money for Valentine's day. But in the end, after so much hours spent at Kang Jie's place, I didn't win and loss any money at all. Waste time. But I still loss some money in the end. Why? The cab driver win my money. Zz...

(Wei Wen love taking pictures a lot.) xD

Surprise JZ !!

2009-02-13T02:20:00.006+08:00

A surprise birthday celebration for Jing Zhong on Wednesday at Marina Square, Yuki Yaki. It was all plan by his wonderful girlfriend, Esther Goh. It is a very late birthday celebration for him but still, at least we celebrate right? =) Hope he like what his girlfriend plans for him.

Jia Xiang Jia Xiang Jia Xiang, Mian Mian Mian. Most of them actually thought Jia Xiang Mian was some kind of instant noodles brand. It was a stall actually. They got indicate their address if you look carefully at the advertisment. Baby's Valentine's day present from her friends...

Cap..

2009-02-11T02:24:00.001+08:00

Local artist (one & only)
Base color: White

Render: Markers and Copic

Price: 20SGD

Grab it while you can.

E-mail: kimwee_cheng@hotmail.com

Half way there...

2009-02-08T22:41:00.001+08:00

Happy 6 months...

Another half way to go for our 1st... =)

I love you baby...

Cny Spree..

2009-02-03T23:47:00.003+08:00

Thursday, after I am back from Malaysia, Bai Nian at my 1st auntie place. Baby came along with me to see some of my relatives and get some Hang Bao. =) But not much people was there. Eat and gamble a bit at my aunt's place. Win some money. =)

Friday, Bai Nian at Fiona's place. James, Alex and Shirley came to my house to meet me 1st before going over to Fiona's place. Conn-ed Chen Yong to bring 8 oranges and he really brings 8 oranges along. Lol.. Yew Hin and Li Mei came too and we had a wonderful steamboat which taste like secondary school. The taste that we will always miss. Gamble a bit too and loss much. =X Went to Lan killing Zombie til the next morning after we left Fiona's place.

Saturday, Bai Nian at my 6th aunt place. Get some more Hang Bao and have fun with my cousins. Use my cousin com and kill some Zombie too. Gamble again and win back a bit but overall still loss some money.

This Chinese New Year still haven't play Mahjong. Any Kaki??

CNY Malaysia visit 2009..

2009-01-30T01:44:00.004+08:00

Hi guys.. I'm back from Malaysia!! Great reunion at grandma house. Love the family picture lots. That is what I always like about Chinese New Year. Getting along together just like 1 big family. I find this festival very very meaningful. Usually people are busy doing their own things and didn't have much time to spent with their family. Only when it comes to Chinese New Year, all families will put their jobs aside and find time for the reunion dinner. Some even have to travel 6hrs for the once in a year dinner.
It's great to see my grandma being so happy, aunties and uncles so friendly, kids running around the house and having so much fun with my cousin once again. Though it's just for a few days but it is good enough already. Enough to enjoy this Chinese New Year and makes us all so happy. =)

Drink at the last night. Everyone gets so high and happy like nobody business. Star viewing at the night before everyone drop dead in the own beds. More to come on Chinese New Year... =)

Oh yes.. Don't forgot, Happy Birthday to Jing Zhong and Esther!! May all your wish comes true. =)

Farewell...

2009-01-25T02:14:00.002+08:00

Go back to Malaysia soon. Won't be in Singapore for a few days. I will miss you baby.. =) Must study hard hard and take good good care of yourself. =))

Here is a song for you all to enjoy. I love this song. =)

I will follow you into the dark - Death Cab For Cutie

Happy Chinese New Year!!! Moo~

Dumb and Dummer...

2009-01-21T02:00:00.006+08:00

Monday, went to Li Mei's house to celebrate 2 very fun and funny person birthday. They are, Guan Rui and Esther!! Have our dinner before we bring in the cake. Both of them got no idea it was their birthday we were celebrating. So when we bring in both cake, both of them were surprise!! You have to be there to see their reaction. You will think that they are 2 very dumb and cute people.

Try picturing this...

Esther was getting all so excited about surprising Guan Rui with the birthday cake and she went out with the surprise team. Guan Rui, very cute, sitting down there alone quietly and never thought of celebrating his own birthday.

And here comes the 1st cake. Lights off, light up the candles and all start singing birthday song. The 1st cake was for Guan Rui. He himself is happily clapping hands singing his own birthday song to himself. He didn't really realise until Li Mei brings the cake to him. Hahaha... And his reaction was like, 'Oie, why me? You guys bring it to the wrong person.' Lol... Yeah... Surprise successfully.

Here comes the 2nd cake. Esther look so happy for Guan Rui that she totally forgets about her own birthday was getting near. An encore birthday song was sang and Esther was clapping hands singing along happily too. Jing Zhong brings the cake to her and then she realise that the 2nd cake was for her. Surprise successfully again. That's why I said 2 fun and funny person. Haha.. Happy Birthday!!!

CNY...

2009-01-19T02:05:00.002+08:00

Saturday went out with baby to buy our Chinese New Year Clothes. Shop around at Vivo City and bought quite a number of stuffs. Some shirts, shorts and a pair of shoe. Wasn't feeling well that day and didn't really walk much. I got breathing difficulties when I woke up that morning. Couldn't make baby happy that day. =(

Had dinner at Green House and chill a while more at the roof top garden before we went home. I won't be in Singapore on the first few days of Chinese New Year. Will be at Malaysia visiting my grandma. So friends, any plans please plan when I came back. Hehe.. And baby, take good good care of yourself when I'm not around. =)