Being a organictarian wasn't that easy as it seems. These few days are rather enjoyable and hard for me. The things that I can eat are very limited. Organic food are really hard to find outside. I can't even find a snacks to eat when I on outside. The only thing that I can take is distiled water. -_- . . . zZz

Yesterday, went out with Bing Chao, Wei Wen, Wei Xiong, Leong Cheng, Kang Jie and Kemund to Victoria Concert Hall for Yan Ying's dance concert. I had known Yan Ying for so long and I didn't know that she can dance so well. The performance was really great. =) Her hard work had paid off. =D Good job Yan Ying!!! So many dance I love the dance by Trademark the most. And I love the Pirates of the Caribbean song the most. Haha...

Happy Belated Birthday to Angeline!!! May all your wish come true. =)

Went out with Marcus, Alex, Nigel, Kai Min and Gloria to celebrate this Xiao Mei Mei's Birthday. We catch the movie, 'L change the world' at Cathy Cineleisure. Average movie, not the same as Death Note 1 and 2. Death Note 3 got no link with it. No climax too. 2 stars. xD After movie, got to rush down to North Vista. So got to say good bye to them. Hope they enjoy themselves.

Meet Kang Jie, Wei Wen, Wei Xiong, Bing Chao and Lin Si Min at NV. They did some healthy cooking in school. All organic food. And they did all these all because of me. Really got to thanks them a lot. You guys really help me a lot. I am so happy to know you guys. I really appreciate it. Thank You... =')

Oh Yes... I got to say this if not I will have to wait for 4 more years to say it. Happy Leap Day to everyone. Haha... xD

4th March, 4 more days...

Haiz... Got to say good bye to all these delicious food from now. I can only look at those pictures but can't take any of the delicious food. Right now, I can only take organic food, organic drinks and organic what ever. Everything now must be organic. I am turning myself into a organictarians. Please excuse me friends if I never eat dinner with you guys or what. I don't what do to it too but I had to look after my health.

Lucky Mdm Lim treat me Swensen's before I became an organictarian. She came to my house this afternoon and fetch me to Compass Point together with Miss Lee. Bing Chao and Wei Wen came along and join us too. Have lot of fun there. Chat a lot with my teachers. Hehe...

After Swensen's went back to North Vista to take a look at the camp-craft training. It has been a long time since I last went back. Things are going pretty smoothly.

It has been a long time since I went back to Amk Ite too. School had send in a letter that I had not pay up my school fees. What the Hell. Haha... And teachers are looking for me too but it is good news. The projects that we are doing had been nominated. Which also means, we have work to do. xD

Tomorrow going to Victoria's Concert for Yan Ying's concert. She so big shot. She didn't even visit me when I am in hospital. Haha... No la... Just kidding only. She is kind of busy. Friday have to go out too. So busy these few days. Lucky I got mc until next Tuesday, 4th March. 4th March, hope everything will be good. =X

Oh ya... And sorry for not replying those tags. As you may know, I am really busy these few days. Thanks a lot for all the wishes. Thanks people for those cards and gifts too. I got a new Chelsea Shirt!!! Haha... xD Kang Jie is already helping me to copy all my tags down in a 'Book of Best Wishes'. Thanks a lot Kang Jie and Thanks a lot for tagging. Keep on tagging kk, then Kang Jie will have more things to write. Hahaha...

I found out that there are many Passer-by and some unknown people. You guys can put in your name too I don't mind. I likes to make new friends. Hehe... Got anything can just call my hand phone too. xD Ok, shall end here. Getting late.

Ok. I know. The pictures above makes you guys hungry. Hahaha...

4th March... 6 more days... =/

26.2.2008, Cheng Kim Wee had been discharged out of the hospital!!!

Yeah... And Yes!!! I am discharged!!! No more injection nor scans from the time been. I am finally home. =) I love my home and I miss my bed so much. xD So happy to be home. =D

KW change the world... >.<

So many things had change ever since I admitted to hospital. My home, my family, my diet, my friends and relatives and my everything. So many things to blog down about but don't know where to start with. Don't forget the 3 Ls. Learn it, Live it, Love it.

1) My home... My house had become more cleaner now. Brought some new flowers and stuffs to decorate my home. Brought some new furniture too. Position of 'Guan Yin' will be change too. All these are plan by a 'Feng Shui' master.

2) My Family... My family has been really nice to me. They really love me and I will love them more. After so many years, my parents are in cold war. But at least I saw them talking. Though not a lot but still ok. My sister become nicer to me too. She is always my beloved Dee Dee.

3) My Diet... I don't have a choice, I have to change my diet from now on cause I want myself to be healthy. People advice me to take organic food. They are more healthy. No more oily and unhealthy stuffs from now. I think everyone should change too. Lets stay happy and healthy together. =)

4) Relatives and Friends... My relatives are starting to change their diet too. Friends!! You should too. So that when ever we go out, we can eat healthy things together. Haha...

Hahaha... Even my computer is supporting me. It is playing the song, 'Always Look on the Bring Side of Life'. Lol...

4th of March, the day the result of my scan will be out. The day that I had to face it. No matter the result is good or bad, I will be strong. I am a warrior. I will fight til the end. I got all the supports around me. Thanks people for being around with me. =)

After 6 days lying in the hospital, yesterday is the worst. I never had so much pain in my life before. It is horrible and surely I felt terrible. They do it when I am awake!! I can still remember clearly whats going on.

Yesterday, doctor had an appointment for me to take out some of my tissues in my right arm. They want those tissues to examine my cancer cells in my body. They took me into a room, applied something on my hand and gave me an inject to make my arm numb. It wasn't totally that numb actually, I can still feel my arm when I touch it. After that, the doctor took a very sharp knife out. He cuts through my skin but I never feel a thing. That wasn't the worst part yet. I was watching it as he cuts my skin.

Ok... Here is the worst part. If you are to afraid, don't read. xD Haha... After he cuts a hole on my arm, he took out a needle which is about the size of the ink of a pen. That is huge, and scary of course. He slowly pushes the needle into me. He pushes really hard and that is really painful. Even my bone can feel the pain as he pushes the needle in. He then pushes another thing to grab hold onto my flesh and pull it out. As I thought it was over, he repeat it again and again to gets enough tissues out of my body. I starts to feel giddy half way through. Feel like asking him to stop and I almost gave up. I keeps on taking deep breaths and endure all the pain inside my arm.

Soon, everything is over. I was so relieve. Never felt that kind of pain before. I do had a hard time in hospital but I will endure through it. Injections are staring to feel nothing to me. I will be strong, I won't give up. I will fight this cancer until every cancer cells in my body dies. Luckily, operations are done when patient are asleep. xD

Haiz... When can I be discharged?! Free kind of bored around here. I am just like a bird without wings. I don't even had a clue when all my things will be done. Scanning after scanning, X-rays after X-rays. When will it stop?

These few days are really hard for me to go through. But don't worry, I will be strong. I had suffer a lot. I will rather take those suffering then watching people around me suffer.

Lucky I had my family, relatives and friends staying by my side all the time. They had help me a lot. I don't think I can handle this alone, they really did a lot to me and I really appreciate it.

I will stay happy always and I will always be optimistic. I want people around me to be like me too. Staying happy all the time. It will makes me feel better to see people around being happy rather then being so sad. Cause it hurts me when I see people around me crying. My mum and dad is trying very hard to be strong. I think all of us should too. Just remember, stay happy!! Kim Wee likes to see people Happy!!!

Actually, I had seen and learn a lot when I am in hospital. I have seen people around being strong like me too. That is a really good example. And I realized that people around you really love and cares for you. I regret for not treating my family good enough. I will treat them nicer from now on. My relatives dote me a lot too even tough I only got to meet them for a few times a year. They had watch me grown up since I was a baby. They came and visit me almost everyday. My friends love me too. I will treasure them and share my joy with them.

Please do come visit me often with a big smiley face. =D No need to bring anything, just bring yourself will do. I will be happy enough to see you guys.

Today is my 3rd day in hospital. Still don't know when will I be discharge. Those who still wants to visit you may come. If not I will be very bored here in the hospital.

Address: Singapore General Hospital, block 7, level 6 ward 76, room 24, bed 4. This is real!! I am in hospital. Not faking. So please do visit me whenever you are free.

Update on me,

On the 1st day... Things happen really fast. I was just like a dream. 1 moment I am at Seng Kang Polyclinic, another moment, I am in SGH already. I still can't believe this is happening but I still have to face the fact. I am being hospitalize for the 1st time in my life. This is the worst thing that have happen to me. Just treat it as a experience. Not a very good start for the year of the rat. But good things come after bad right? Haha...

2nd day... On the 2nd day, woke up quite early. Didn't really have a good sleep, I only have a few hours of sleep. Woke up but it wasn't a dream. It is really happening. The nurses here are really caring and helpful but I wanted to be treated as a patient. I am not a handicap, I still can help myself. Some X-rays scan in the morning, reports will be out tomorrow. Many people came to visit me on the 2nd day which also is Wednesday. Thanks a lot for visiting and accompany me. Your care is greatly appreciated. =)

3rd day, which is today... The doctor came and visit me. They visits me every morning actually and will ask me question and review my reports. They said I have Osteo... blar blar blar... Don't know what is that called. In simple words, I am having 'cancer'. Not to worry. The doctor says it is curable. But I have to went for operations to cut off the 'cancer' which is eating up my bone and will also replace my bone with titanium. I will be strong as long as I am still alive. I won't die so easily. I will fight til the end. Thats me, Kim Wee. =)

I did some scanning too this morning. Did 2 different scanning. Quite cool though. 1st one was the 'space ship' scan. I did the scanning just like how you put your finger in the donut. They inject my with 'something' and I can feel the 'something' flowing inside my body making me numb. 2nd is the X-ray scan. Did that 2 times because they need to confirm something. They inject me too and the thing they inject will help in the scanning. Cool huh. Technology is such a great ... um... such a great... um... Can't find the word to discribe but technology really is wonderful.

I think my mum and dad had a hard time these few days. They went around Singapore with my relatives finding all sorts of temple and to pray for me. Thanks a lot. I will keep the pendent that you gave. Remember to take care of yourself too.

Now, I want to thanks all my Family, Relatives and Friends. You guys really care for me and I really appreciate it, A LOT!!! Even those little wishes from the tagboard and sms means a lot to me. With your help, I got the strength to overcome this. Now that I have still have a long way to go, I will be strong and I will recover.

Thanks my Family for your Love,
Thanks my Relatives for your Care,
Thanks my friends for your encouragement,
And Thanks everyone, for the fun and joy that we share.

THANK YOU... =)))

A emotional day, a sad day, 1 of the worst day that have happen to me. I got a bad thing to announce today.

I had a medical appointment at Seng Kang Polyclinic today. I went for the X-ray scan for my injured right arm. Went there alone, quite boring queuing and taking numbers and having nothing to do but just wait.

After so long of waiting, my X-ray result is finally out. The doctor take a look at my result and he had this confuse look on his face. He said the out come is bad. He ask me to called my parents to come down. Once he told me that, I knew there was something. I thought it might be a infection on my shoulder or something else at 1st.

My mum arrive and he told my mum the result. The doctor told my mum what happen to me. I never expect it to be that worst. They suspect that I had cancer. I was so shock, mum too. I couldn't hold it, my tears burst out immidetally. The doctor can't explain what happen to me and the result is still not confirm. It might be something else, or maybe worst.

Took a cab to Singapore General Hospital as been told. Slience in the cab with my tears keeps on rolling down my cheeks. I don't even dare to look at my mum. I just kept quiet but millions of things are running through my mind.

What if... I really had cancer?

How much time did I had left?

Why is these things happening to me?

I am still young.

How am I going to take care of my parents when they gets old?

What am I going to do?

I felt so sorry for my parents. I let them down...

At SGH, me and my mum waited for the doctor to be free. I am the last to see the doctor. My mum was so worried. She cries and cries and I can't do anything to console her. I feel so useless. I called my sister to come down hoping that she will console my mum.

The doctor finally free. He was a specialist. He look into my X-rays and said the same thing. Something is eating up my bone. I had lost parts of my bone length around 5 cm. That sound horrible. What if it can't be heal?

The doctor puts me in a ward. Some of my friends and relatives came and visit me. My father rush down once he heard the news. Hope you are alright dad. I know you are sad and hurt but I will listen to you, I will be strong. I will be strong no matter what the outcome will be. I will do my everything to makes you happy. I don't want to see you cry like that again.

P.S. I love you dad. I love you mum. I love you sis. And I love all of you to all my relatives and friends. I love you.

How I hope that when I woke up, all these will be a dream. ... ... ...

Happy Belated Birthday to Kemund and Happy Birthday to Bing Chao!!!

Haha... Today went to celebrate both of their Birthday at Changi Airport, Sakea Shushi. Went to Rivervale Community Center 1st with Bing Chao before meeting, Wei Wen, Kang Jie, Wei Xiong, Kemund and Leong Cheng in the bus. Xiong Wei came to find us when we reach the Airport.

We book the V.I.P room at Sakea Shushi. Cool huh. Haha... The whole room belongs to us which means we can make noise like nobody business. xD We order lots of food to eat. Lots of money is spent too. Haha... The food are nice. =) Ate lots of stuffs. I love Miso Soup a lot. Haha...

After we ate, we play some games in the room. Laugh out loud like we always do. And soon, we brought in the cake. We sang a never ending birthday song for the 2 birthday boys. I have to shout "Stop!" if not they will kept on singing the same thing. Haha...

After that is our "Chao Ji Pai". Didn't use my camera this time. Got some problems with my camera. I hope to upgrade to a SLR. I wanted a SLR badly. But I scared my parents will scold me for wasting money cause I already had a camera. =X

We ate the cake before we leave. Went to the Airport toilet. I love the Airport toilet so much. It is so clean. Haha... That's why I kept going to the toilet when I work at coffee bean. xD Took bus home and parted at Seng Kang.

A strange old man smile at me in the LRT I am alighting. He was around 50 years old, working as a "Outdoor Salesman" and a friendly person.

The old man goes, :"Hi, Happy New Year"
Me, :"Hi, Happy New Year too"
Old Man, :" Nice to meet you" (Shake Hand)
Me, :"Nice to meet you too" (Shake Hand)
Old Man, :"What is your name?"
Me, :"Kim Wee." (Smile)
Old Man, :"You are now studying in Poly?"
Me, :"Um... Nope. Ite." =X

And the conversation goes on and he thought me some advise in life. What he told me was quite true though. It really makes sense. He really know a lot of people and understand how people feels. He gave me his number and told me to sms him if I had any problem. Hmmm... Nice guy. Maybe I will sms him if I really have any serious problems.

Oh Yes. I simply love Majong. You are my valentine. xD Haha...I spent my Valentine's Day at Marcus house and play Majong and I won!!! Won around $5. Haha... So happy. Played until I didn't went to school the next day. =X Bring lots of coins home. xD

I've watch Prison Break Season 3 episode 11 and 12 too. Micheal Scofield finally break out of Sona. That episode is really really very exciting. My heart is pumping when watching the marvellous escape. =D

Yesterday, went to visit Kang Jie house. Ate dinner and played Majong again. Haha... This time, not so lucky. I lost all my chips which means I lost $12 to all 3 person after 1 round. So sad. I was so unlucky after I fail to win with the 'Da San Yuan'. xD

2 round, luck changes, A LOT!!! Don't know why. Maybe because my valentine can't bear to betray me. I won a lot of time. Haha... Won around $30 back. So total win around $20. Yea!!! I love you Majong. xD Went back home in the morning. Evening still need to go to Yan Ying's house.

Today, a lucky day for me. Hehe... Went to visit Yan Ying's house for dinner in the evening. We had Steamboat!!! Haha... My 1st steamboat for this year. xD Thanks so much to the Cheng's family. I had a wonderful time. Haha... Gamble a while before we leave. Never win. Haha... Anyone want to play Majong please call me. xD

Woot... Yesterday went to Marcus's house and played Majong with Nigel and Wei En. I love to play Majong a lot. Even though I lost, I still enjoy playing it. Haha... Wei En won a lot yesterday. So girls faster go date him on Valentine's. Haha... I guess I have to spent the Valentine's Day at home alone. Or!!! Majong can be my Valentine too. Haha...

Today went out with some of my cousin to catch a movie at North Point. We watched CJ7. For me the movie wasn't really that nice. I thought Stephen Chow's movie should be very exaggerate and funny but not for this movie. This movie quite boring. =X 1.5 stars.

After movie, went to some where around Chomp Chomp to have something to eat. Don't know what is that place call but the place is great. They got live entertainment!!! A man sings and play with his guitar for the whole place. Some old man and ladies even dance while he sings. It is just like the good old days where disco is not form yet. Cool huh... Haha...

Just now went to help my sister find her certs. She really got a lot of certs unlike me. My certs are nothing compared to hers. She really works hard and she got a bright future. I must learn to respect her. Although she wasn't that nice when she is at home, but we shouldn't see what people are just like that. We must also know the person background and all the unseen things that they done.

Right now, I have to improve myself. I really had to work hard now just like my sister. Poly is my aim right now but what's next after Poly? Where can I go? I must really choose wisely on the course I am taking in Poly. If not I will have trouble finding a job.

Yoo Hoo... My relatives came for visitation today. My house was suddenly so crowded. Never had that feeling in a very long time. My house only have visitation like once every 10 years? Thanks to my relatives who came all the way from Penang to visit us. Visit us more please. =)

I got a sad thing to announce. My camera is spoil. =( But it still can take pictures just that the pictures taken will have a black shade on the bottom right corner. The shutter of the camera is spoil. I have to use my finger to force it open every time I use it. =( Got to take a my red packets money to repair my camera. =(

By the way, how many red packets did you guys get? See that Mickey Mouse red packet? I love it. It is so cute. It is from my mum. Haha... More red packets for me please. xD

Hi guys, I am back!!! Miss me? I have a great time in Malaysia. Haha... Meet up with my relatives and cousins are always so much fun. Love them lots. =)) Miss them so much right now. xD

So much things to blog about. Lets just leave it for the pictures to do the telling.


New Year Eve.

Taken on the way to Malaysia on New Year Eve. So many cars at the causeway. Jam a long way. Took a cab to Batu Pahut. The cab we took is not a normal cab. We took a newly brought Proton Saga. Haha... It was a nice car. It cost us $160 for the whole car. xD

Played fire crackers with some of my cousin. Only a few arrived. More to come tomorrow.











Chu Yi.

Happy Lunar New Year!!! More and more relatives arrived. Time to collect the red packets. Haha...






I gamble but didn't win. Heard that this year for the Horses will have bad luck. I doesn't matter, just be happy. =)) Oh Yes!!! I get a triple 7 while playing Black Jack for the 1st time in my life. Haha... I am so happy. xD



Chu Er.

When around people's houses to visit and get red packets. Hmmm... What should I do with all the money? Save it? =)


Went drinking at my uncle's house. Don't be surprise, I am being force to drink. We have gathering once a year so lets Bottoms Up. xD I drink until my face turn tomato red. Haha...


The game we play and...

... the loser drink. Haha...












Chu San.

Last day at Malaysia. Went to some temple with the whole family. The place is so crowded. So many people came to touch the fish. Haha...



What a surprise!!! The flower bloom for us for the last night. The flower is called, 'Long Zu Guo'. It only bloom at night. Its so beautiful. What a way to say good bye. =')

- Cheng Kim Wee
- 18 years old
- 17th April 1990

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